CHAPTER 41

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I was waiting a phone call from 3azouz:(
Bes he didn't call..
I was worried,akhaf fee shay!
Akeed ehwa manesa my graduation?


I decided not to call..
Lazem he call me,ITS REALLY A BIG DAY FOR ME!!

I took a pen and starting drawing my thoughts to a simple piece of paper..

My speech was:
'' Don't confuse the two,your life and your work..
Today is the day to START A NEW LIFE..
MEETING NEW TEACHERS,FRIENDS AND CHOICES..
we will never forget the name of our school,where we go.. we will always let it high..
SO people can know that our school had treated us for the best..''

I waved with happiness and tears covering my cheeks..
Hearing the sound of the cameras *chak chik*

Our principle spoke her speech and after this with a loud voice she said:

*YOUUU MAYY THROOWWW THE CAPS*

My life has started from now on..
A new beautiful start with wonderful family and friends..
I had learnt a lot from life, I might seem stupid for the last years but NOW I'M STRONGG, I CAN FACE ANYONE!!


Don't ever let people take benefit of you or stab you from the back and walk away!
Don't ruin your life by crying on bed at night,while the people you are crying for ARE HAVING FUN!!
Don't lose hope..look hard and you will always have a person that supports you whenever you are feeling down!!
Don't,don't and don't..


Abdulaziz finally dag 3alay..

Lolwa: 3azouz waink ana z3lt?
Abdulaziz: sorry lolwa,saygna sawa accident bel dwar mal madresatkum ow ana enksrt ryuole..
Lolwa: ohhh 7ayate,salamat matshouf shar..ay hosp?
Abdulaziz: ana 7ayatech?awal mara tgoleenha:( khalas kelyuom ensawe 7adeth 3ashan asm3ha wela shloun:( At ************ hospital..
Lolwa; ba3ad elshar 3aleek.. yallah akhale a7mdo ywa9lne!!
Abdulaziz: ow 3aleech..okay!
Lolwa: bye
Abdulaziz: bye:*

we9alna elhosp..

I went rushing to Abdulaziz..

Lolwa: 3azouz laykun hathe ryuolk nafs'ha ely jbsouha?
Abdulaziz: eeh ehya:(
Lolwa: weeh:(,kelaaaa meeneee*tears*
Abdulaziz: shakou entay:),la tabcheen la kaff
Lolwa: okay wain eldoc bklmah:(
Abdulaziz: khalna men eldoc now,elyuom bkhale ome etklm omech;$
Lolwa: lesh:o
Abdulaziz: 3ashan akh6bech::
Lolwa: HAA*opened my mouth like a lion*
Abdulaziz: at 7:30 pm,I'm will come with my parents..
Lolwa: okay*face turned into a tomato*

nzlt rase..
bykh6bne?9ij wallah?
Ana eb7lm wela b3lm?
LA LA ?
AAAAAA3!!!

I flew with happiness,directly to my house..

I dressed a glitter-ish sliver dress with my diamond necklace on.

Mama: sh7alat bente wallah,kbarat..
Lolwa: hehe mama,THANKYOUUU:*
Mama: yalla 7abebte meta tkhal9een,they're on their way:*
Lolwa: 5 minutes ow ana t7t..
Mama: okay *kissed me and hugged me so tight with a happy tear on her cheeks*
Lolwa: mama 7abebte a7bech ya aghla ma fel kouun:*
Mama: ba3ad 3umre ya a7la bent<33


Al*** has arrived.. which were Abdulaziz's family!

Ahmed: 7ai allah men yaya
Abdulaziz: Allah y7ayk 7abebe,khshmk khshmk:*
They did the nose thingy:p
Ahmed: tfthlaw..

They sat at the saloon..


yallah lolwa wainch? mama said
Lolwa: kane yaya.

Lolwa went directly to the kitchen to serve Abdulaziz's family some juice and sit beside his mother for sure..

Those kuwaiti traditional things,you know!!

She served them and welcomed Abdulaziz's mother..

Abdulaziz's mother: Ha shlounch shkhbarech?
Lolwa; tamam el7amedallah khalte*shy*
Abdulaziz's mother: 3ssa doum 7abebte,benty t3rfeen t6bkhen?
Lolwa: eeh khalte a3rf asawe anwa3 elsalads ow shway men elsoups ow aklat italian ow mchabees
Abdulaziz's mother: mashallah kel hatha,sh7alatech wallah
Lolwa: tslmeen khalte..
Abdulaziz's mother turned her face towards my mother..


<<<<
Mum: ya hala
Abdulaziz's mother: hala feech 7abebte,e7na yayeen elyuom nkh6b Abdulaziz waldna 7ag Lolwa bentch..
Mum: hathe elsa3a elmbareeka*haooy*
Abdulaziz's mother: 7abebte<33

Lolwa and Abdulaziz had been engagged..
And they decided to do their wedding after Lolwa graduates from university..

It was too long but they are love birds,they can for sure wait..


They made their choices and they also chose the names of their children for future..






























WELL THE STORY WILL STOP NOW 
ITS THE TIME YOU NEED TO OPEN YOUR IMAGINATION
TO IMAGINE THE LIFE OF LOLWA AND ABDULAZIZ
WHAT WILL HAPPEN?ARE THEY STILL IN LOVE?

I'm really sad to say that this is the last chapter in this story<3
Hope you enjoy the story..


OH YES..

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CHAPTER 40

I was strong..
until I entered the doctor's room and I quickly sat on the seat..

I felt a shiver-ish feeling on my hands and legs..

Lolwa: doctor,I have skin cancer 9a7?
Doctor: Umm..No el7amedallah elashee3a malat elshames...

HE SAID? NOOOO?
AM I DREAMING?
I COULDN'T HEAR ANYTHING EXPECT THE NO WORD!!!

I wanted to act on Abdulaziz..

So I went out from the room to the reception with my fake tears..

Abdulaziz came and hugged me so tight and said: PLEASE LOLWA DON'T LOSE HOPE AND I'LL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU! *smiled*

I laughed,I couldn't act..kesar kha6re wallah:(
Abdulaziz: shytha7ek*shocked*
Lolwa: I don't have..
He interrupted me and said: LA TGOLLLLEEENNN,HEYAAAA!!
Lolwa: EEEH WALLAHHHH!!! *happy tears are falling like a waterfall*

Abdulaziz had planned with my friends ow my family for a dinner at BURJ EL7AMAM.

I came in, with my Black dress on and my curly hair going here and there..

Abdulaziz,stood up couldn't remove his eyes on me..

He told me to sit on his place so that he can push the chair near the table.. JUST LIKE MOVIE STARS DO

I felt embarrsed cause everyone was looking at us..

Before he sat,he whispered: ZAWAAAAAAJJ!!

I laughed..

We had a great dinner,I was randomly laughing every time I see 3azouz..

I went home..

nemt...


3 months has gone and Today was the day I graduate..

MY GIRLS WERE WAY HAPPY!!

Senior'2010

I went shopping to find the prefect dress for my graduation..
and el7amedallah I have found one!

The principle of the school called my mother because they wanted me to say a speech for our graduation..

I was totally nervous,what should I say!!
So that I decided to write my speech while the hairdresser do my hair and other girls stuff..

The hairdresser will come at 6:30 pm

I took a shower and sang my favourite song while washing my hair..

Leena*maid*: Lolwa,the dress had arrived..
Lolwa: okay leena,leave it on my bed please..
Leena: okay madam.

I was waiting a phone call from 3azouz:(
Bes he didn't call..
I was worried,akhaf fee shay!
Akeed ehwa manesa my graduation?

CHAPTER 39

-This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @ReliveitBlog <33

Lolwa: 3azouz..
Abdulaziz: ya3yuon 3azouz?amray?samay?
Lolwa: hehehe shd3wa*shy*, baghait agoulek enta lesh 7abeetne?
Abdulaziz: lanech someone different wallah..
Lolwa: bes enta tdre ena what I went throw..
Abdulaziz: oushhh wela kelma..don't complete I know everything and I totally insist on what I said yesterday..
Lolwa: I wanna tell you something..
Abdulaziz: tfthlay
Lolwa: y3ne 3azouz etha 6ala3 el blood test ow galaw ena I have skin cancer? would you still want to be with me?
Abdulaziz: hatha mayabeela kalam lolwa,for sure bakoun weyach!!

SHAGETT EL7ALJJ, couldn't describe my joyfull moments..

After 3 days..
6ala3 t7leel elblood test..

My phone rang!

Lolwa: Hello
Hospital: Madam your blood test paper has finished,you need to come to see the doctor..
Lolwa: Okay,at what time can I come?
Hospital: At 4:30 pm please,thankyou
Lolwa: thanks,bye

Ga6eet my phone on my bed..
I started thinking medam I need to see the doctor,akeed fee shay:)
LOLWA,STAY STRONG!!
khalay emantech ballah qwe!
Relax..

b3dha eb 15 mins.. Abdulaziz dag!

Abdulaziz: ha shlounch?
Lolwa: tamam,u?
Abdulaziz: tamam..elyuom bamrech ow enrou7 nakheth wrqat elta7leel
Lolwa: HA?enta shdarak ena elyuom?la don't come!
Abdulaziz: I told the nurse to call me laman t6la3 wrqat elta7lel,lesh ma'aye?
Lolwa: Abe akoun brou7e..
Abdulaziz: enzain bes awadech,I won't enter with you to the doc..
Lolwa: gelna mabe?
Abdulaziz: yallah 3ashane:(
Lolwa: okay okay,bes madesh..
Abdulaziz: enzain, tghadetay?
Lolwa: la still its 2:40 pm,an6er a7mdo..
Abdulaziz: aha,enzain ana bamrech at 3:30 pm
Lolwa: lesh?
Abdulaziz: enrou7 shway ng3ad eb starbucks
Lolwa: okay:D
Abdulaziz: yallah 7abebe tabeen shay?
Lolwa: salamtek,bye:*
Abdulaziz: bye


Ana barda mu?
well ana sometimes akoun thqela ow sa3at akhaf mene makouu;p
Makou balance adre!!

well ana chethe, I'LL ALWAYS BE DIFFERENT!


At 3:30 pm..
Abdulaziz took me to starbucks..
he had a wonderful chit-chat about our future career and our wishes..

Some stuff were totally common between us which made me feel secure..

It was 4:30 exactly.. we were parking the car which was beside the hospital.

Abdulaziz: 3a6ene edech.. *took my hand and made me press on his heart to hear the beats*
Lolwa: lessh chethe?nabthat galbek et6g bsr3a?*:O*
Abdulaziz: lane khayef akthar menech::

I couldn't answer,This was the first time a7ad ykhaf 3alay ow ysm3ne nabathat galbah..

Elmarah shnu tabe?
ghair wa7ed ykhaf 3aleeha,yghair 3aleeha ow ys2al 3aleeha!!!

That is what women want,Its absloutly easy!!
It doesn't cost,I swear!!!!!!

I was strong..
until I entered the doctor's room and I quickly sat on the seat..

I felt a shiver-ish feeling on my hands and legs..

Lolwa: doctor,I have skin cancer 9a7?


To be continued...


*shnu ttwq3oun? eeh wela la?*
-comments please:* or your questions on my ask:*

CHAPTER 38

Abdulaziz: Lolwa,ana wede a9ar7ech eb shay..shsawe adre ena its a place for you to rest and not think a lot bes ana mabe a'ajel hal shay 3ashan I don't regret,Lana some people hide their feelings for such a long time and one day they brust all their feelings but SUDDENLYY..









You find the girl you would share your feelings with, IS IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!

Lolwa: mafhmt shnu qa9dek 3azouz?
Abdulaziz: ana abeech ow kele yabeech..I swear ene ba76ech eb 3aine ow ra7 a9ounech ow b2thn allah ra7 akh6bech men ahalech..bes entay wafqay*smiling*

Nzlt rase ow gelt: Abdulaziz,madre shagoulek..
Abdulaziz: la tgoolen shay now,abeech etfakreen 3adel ow tgoulen ely bgalbech!!
Lolwa: inshallah
Abdulaziz: yallah ana bg3ad bara..etha tabeen shay call me..
Lolwa: inshallah


I COULDN'T SLEEP...

3ad t3rfouun, we think a lot while laying on the bed and curly our hair with our fingers..

These stuff girls do..

They stay at night and over think a lot..

Lolwa magdarat tnam..

after 2 hours of thinking, I slept

The nurse came and woke me up at 10:30 am for the blood test..

Kent a bit nervous so I called Abdulaziz..

Abdulaziz: Lolwa feech shay?
Lolwa: GOOD MORNING..,la mafene
Abdulaziz: 9aba7 elnouuuuuur!!!
Lolwa: 3azouz wainek?
Abdulaziz: ana bel cafeteria
Lolwa: ta3al weyay bysawounle blood test now..
Abdulaziz: one second,ajeelch 6ayara!!
Lolwa: take care
Abdulaziz: inshallah,bye
Lolwa: bye


I felt happy,The person I love is sharing me my anxious,happiness and sadness times..

After the blood test,Abdulaziz took me out of the hospital so I can breathe in some fresh air..

Lolwa: 3azouz..
Abdulaziz: ya3yuon 3azouz?amray?samay?
Lolwa: hehehe shd3wa*shy*, baghait agoulek enta lesh 7abeetne?
Abdulaziz: lanech someone different wallah..
Lolwa: bes enta tdre ena what I went throw..
Abdulaziz: oushhh wela kelma..don't complete I know everything and I totally insist on what I said yesterday..
Lolwa: I wanna tell you something..
Abdulaziz: tfthlay
Lolwa: y3ne 3azouz etha 6ala3 el blood test ow galaw ena I have skin cancer? would you still want to be with me?




STAY TUNED!!!

CHAPTER 37

Deena went running to Abdulaziz

Abdulaziz: shfeech deena?
Deena: Abdulaziz come fast!!
Abdulaziz: Why,what happen!!
Deena: I don't know madam is shouting!!
Abdulaziz: okay okay!!

we9al Abdulaziz chalet Lolwa..

Abdulaziz: shfecch khalte??
Mama: shouuff abdulaziz,Lolwa matrd 3alayy*crying*
Abdulaziz: ehday khalte el7een aksr elbab!!
Mama: 7abebe der balek

ABDULAZIZ,PUSHED THE DOOR HARDLY..
It opened easily..

He gazed at Lolwa..
Couldn't say any word!!

They rushed Lolwa to the hospital..


Abdulaziz: Ha doctor basher?
Dr: Lolwa lazem tnam bel hospital at least for 3-4days.
Abdulaziz: lesh sh9ayer?feeh shay doctor?
Dr: mafeeha elkhair,bes nabe ensawe f7ou9at ow nt2akad ena mafeeh shay men el7arg ely bjsmha
Abdulaziz: lesh doctor shnu ymkn ykun feeh?
Dr: ymkn el7roug ely bjsmha tntj waram bel jled lana g3dat muda 6weela ta7t elshams ow hatha ysbb tharar 7ag elskin ow y2ade 7ag skin cancer..
Abdulaziz: SKIN CANCER?*SHOUTED*

La laykunn!!!
Lolwa ykun 3andaha CANCER!!!?
La please GODD please please!!

Abdulaziz went to check on Lolwa..

Mama: Abdulaziz,ha shgalek eldoc?
Abdulaziz, U--m.. his eyes watered up without feelings..he wipped his tears and replied back: La-aa mafeeha ela el3afya!!
Mama: enzain wain eldoc?abe at2akad 3ala bente!!
Abdulaziz: la shd3wa khalte ana mawjoud,ygol lazem bes tg3ad 3-4 days 3ashan elcheck up!
Mama: 7abebe mashkour ow maga9art
Abdulaziz: mabinah khalte

He entered the room..

Lolwa was sleeping..

YA 7ELOUHA WHYA NAYMA *MALLLLLAKKK*

He kissed her forehead and cried with silence..

Her face was okay..but her hands were totally burned

I was sad for her,she used to be my everything but now she doesn't even remember me?or she's acting like she doesn't know me?why?what did I do:(

I need to wake her up,she slept for a long time..


LOLWAAAA GOUUMAYY: I shouted
Lolwa: khalas khaloune anam,She covered her face!
Abdulaziz: lulutee,goumay 3ashaneeee!!
Lolwa: HA?MNU*talking under the cover*
Abdulaziz: 3azouzech hneee!!
Lolwa: please e6l3 bara*crying*
Abdulaziz: Lolwa,amana goulele lesh met'thayga..
Lolwa: 6al3t her hand men elcover ow ashrat 3ala her door.

M3NATA ETHLEFFF!!
I was too cruel to him,cause I have loved him and he was hanging with those type of girls which are called * P L A Y E R S *

Lolwa bes 6l3t edha,she saw her hands,g3dat et9arekhh!!!

Lolwa: Abdulaziz shnuuu hathaaa*crying so loud*
Abdulaziz: clam down 7abebte, mafeech ela elkhair!! *hugged me so tight to his chest*


I TOTALLY BELIEVED THAT HE'S WAY DIFFERENT THAN THOSE BOYS!!

Lolwa while crying she said: 3azouz ana asfa..
Abdulaziz gam ow yab elbox from the table..

HE WIPPED MY TEARS AND SAID: oushhh,lesh tt2sfen!!
Lolwa: lane I acused you that you are a bad person and you hang out with not good type of girls and I pretend not to know you:(

Abdulaziz: la wallah lolwa ana mu men hal nouu3!!
Lolwa: I know wallah:(
Abdulaziz: I'm sorry,3ashan khaleetch et'thneen ene chethe!!
Lolwa: La no need,SMILEE
Abdulaziz: *SMILINGGGG*
Lolwa: eeh 3azouz shgal eldoc?
Abdulaziz: la makou zaina zaina;p
Lolwa: goule shnu fee?

Elmushkela ena Lolwa t3rf etha ga3d achtheb wela la men nabrat 9oute ow as usual she caught me!!

Abdulaziz: bagoulch bes you're not supose to tell your mum and you need to believe in god for everything happens,even if its bad he will always be there for you!!


Wanasa?I'm really confident that I'm saying this words to lolwa and I'm assuring that she will be better!

Lolwa: khara3tene 3azouz,sh9ayer?
Abdulaziz: makou shay bes yaboun yt2kdoun enech zaina bes,lanech you stayed along time infront of the sun!
Lolwa: y3ne I have skin cancer?

LOLWA? knows the affects of everything because she is genuis in everything*MASHALLAH*

Abdulaziz: La,men gal!!
Lolwa: weeh okay

Well Lolwa infront of people IS MORE THAN STRONG PERSON AND HAVE THE COURAGE TO FACE ANYTHING,EVERYTHING!

But inside she's TOO WEAK!!

That might be a bit complicated but SHE'S DIFFERENT!

Abdulaziz: Lolwa,ana wede a9ar7ech eb shay..shsawe adre ena its a place for you to rest and not think a lot bes ana mabe a'ajel hal shay 3ashan I don't regret,Lana some people hide their feelings for such a long time and one day they brust all their feelings but SUDDENLYY..









You find the girl you would share your feelings with, IS IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!




This post is quiet long? isn't it?
Hope you enjoy!!!!

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CHAPTER 36

1-This post is dedicated to THE AMAZING BLOGGER @YousefWrites


Re7t to the room, lebast my pink-esh bikini top with a white top and a black short..

A7mdouu*I shouted*
Ahmed: ha? *he gazed on me*
Lolwa: LOOOL shfeek et6al3ne chethe*confused*
Ahmed: khal9ene shatben?
Lolwa: mama etgoul en2ajer jet ow arkab warak*BIG SMILE*
Ahmed: la makou!
Lolwa: la akou,please!
Ahmed: enzain el7een adeg 3ala 3azouz 3ashan y2ajerlna!!
Lolwa: 3azouz?mnu?
Ahmed: Abdulaziz weld 3amtech Ghadeer ya habla?
Lolwa: Abdulaziz HNE!!!?*Smiled*
Ahmed: Eeeh mawjoud..
Lolwa: okay!

6ab3an kent 7ailll 7ailll mestansa bes lama sheft...

















ABDULAZIZ WEYA A GIRL?MASKEEN EED BA3ATH OW SHAGEEN ELBTSAMA?

mnu hathe wai3?
ow lesh maskeen eeed ba3athh..Arou7 at'hawash?:)?
Entayy shakouuu lolwa?shakou fehum?sh7arech?
WAI33333?shfene chethe..mn9adma!!


Abdulaziz came with that girl towards me:(

Saweet nafse mu shayfeta ow 3a6eeta thahre!

Abdulaziz: LOLWAAA,SHLOUNCHHH?
I ignored;p!
Abdulaziz: Lolwa shfech?
Still ignoring!
He knocked me hardly on my back..
I turned,removed my headphones and said: Wai333 na3am na3am?
Abdulaziz: shfech yal habla?
Lolwa: na3am shatbe?ow excuse me ana mu habla *gave him a dirty stare and returned on my headphones!!

Abdulaziz,was totally in a sudden shock...so that he couldn't say anything,HE JUST WALKED AWAY!!

-wai3 jad el9bayan nafes elshay makou farg!!
ykhalounch tt3algen fehoum ow b3dain they walk away!!
STAB YOU ON THE BACK?OH YEAH ITS OKAY..CAUSE HE MET A NEW GIRL!!!

kalamhum chethb eb chethb..yl3bouun 3ala 100000000000000000000000 wa7da bel dgeega:*

In this situation,I was totally cold-hearted person..

I Spread the tan on my body,wore my sun-glasses,set my phone on a alarm for half an hour and had my nap!!!

Ahmed: Lolwa,goumayyyyy!! *SHOUTED*
Lolwa: a7mdouu shtabee*sleepy voice*
Ahmed: ya shagoul goumay,you burned yourself!!
Lolwa: na3ammmmm:)? *jumped from the chair*

I went running towards our chalet..

*dashait el7amam*

Couldn't look to the mirror..No way I got burned?

sheft myself wela keljsme,Kan REDDDDD ow ytgashar!!

LAAAAAAA!!!! WHAT DID I DO TO MY SELFFFF!!

I cried and felt dizzy!!

I fainted in the bathroom..

KNOCKING SO HARD *my mum*

Mama: Lolwa 7abebte,entay dakhel?answer me 7abebte!!!*screaming*
NADAWWW AHMED BSR3A!!
Deena*maid*: Ahmed is not here madam!!
Mama: naday abdulaziz now!!!
Deena:okay madam..



Deena went running to Abdulaziz

Abdulaziz: shfeech deena?
Deena: Abdulaziz come fast!!
Abdulaziz: Why,what happen!!
Deena: I don't know madam is shouting!!
Abdulaziz: okay okay!!

we9al Abdulaziz chalet Lolwa..

CHAPTER 35

-This post is dedicated to the beautiful reader  @ DanahTA

HAPPYYYY VALENTINE'S DAY LOVERS<3

ga3dna eb choclate bar bes bara ow Faisal and his friends g3daw dakhel..

I could see him smiling from the transparent window..
All i do,smile back!!


We orded and kept eating..

UNTIL



















This guy,the one who I bought a shirt..
He came wela ygol: ashoufech 3ala khair*HE GAVE ME THE DEEP DIMPLED SMILE*
Lolwa: inshallah*smiled back*

6ala3 men chocolate bar,He waved with a joyful smile..
I Stupidly waved back


Ambe lolwa th7ktay ow you waved back? THGLAY WAI3

re7t sawet shopping ow radeet elbait..

I was absloutely exhausted so I jumped into the bed and slept..

Leena*maid* : Lolwa wake up,mama is calling..
Lolwa: leeena 6l3ay baraaa abe anam:(*yawn*
Ahmed: leena khalas go,I will wake her up!!
Leena: okay sir!
Lolwa: wai3 wai3 6l3aw,garga?
Ahmed: btgoumeen wala shloun?
Lolwa: SHLOUUNN*I covered my face with the blanket*
Ahmed: tara wallah asheelch ow ag6ech bel living room ow agfel elbab..
Lolwa: yuma khara3tne:)?
Ahmed: bnrou7 KHAIRAN*shouted*

I jumped men my bed ,chan agol: CHATHAAAAAB*Big smile on my face*
Ahmed: shda3wa?kel hatha 3ashan bnro7 Khairan?sh3dnech menak?
Lolwa: Shfeek shfeek?TAN YA 7ABEBE TAN:)
Ahmed: awele mac chicken,ya 7abebete 6eray mako tan *laughing*
Lolwa: a7mdou yallah 3ad abe akoun*BRONZEYA*
Ahmed: *BRONZEYA*? hahahay?agol baba yallah goumay lbsay!
Lolwa: Inshallah*gave him a death stare*


I packed in my stuff cause we're staying for the weekend..
I tweeted: Getting ready #khairan

Lebast short,white body and a black leather jacket..waved my hair,put some makeup on..

I'M READY*shouted*
Ahmed: heyw?shnu hal makeup?ray7a 3ers?
Lolwa: ttma9khar?3ashan enta matgdar et7e6 makeup*turned my face*
Ahmed: yal habla I was joking,kaletene:)*ga3ed yl3ab eb sha3re*
Lolwa: La don't joke-.-*a7mdou wakher kharabt sha3re:(*
Ahmed: okay okay*huh*


we9alna khairan..


Lolwa:Mama shrayech en2ajer jet?
Mama: Eeh okay bes trkbeen weya a7mdou
Lolwa: mama please abe brou7e
Mama: la makou!
Lolwa: inshallah:(


Re7t to the room, lebast my pink-esh bikini top with a white top and a black short..

A7mdouu*I shouted*
Ahmed: ha? *he gazed on me*
Lolwa: LOOOL shfeek et6al3ne chethe*confused*
Ahmed: khal9ene shatben?
Lolwa: mama etgoul en2ajer jet ow arkab warak*BIG SMILE*
Ahmed: la makou!
Lolwa: la akou,please!
Ahmed: enzain el7een adeg 3ala 3azouz 3ashan y2ajerlna!!
Lolwa: 3azouz?mnu?
Ahmed: Abdulaziz weld 3amtech Ghadeer ya habla?
Lolwa: Abdulaziz HNE!!!?*Smiled*

CHAPTER 34

R7na elavenues,g3dna nakel eb nino...

Gemt wela bdoun ma'ashouf 6ag shatfe eb shft a guy!!!

OMGGGG,OUSHH THAT HURTS!!

I turned my face towards him to Apologize..

So-rry *sr7t*

His beauty can't be described as words!!!

Jameeel bm3na elkelma!!!!

Lolwa: sorry wallah makan qa9de!!
The guy: La 3ade ekhte bes 6ay7tay 3alay elpepsi:(
Lolwa: wallah asfa el7een ashtrelk shirt,wait!!
The guy: la mala da3e!!
Lolwa: la shloun bttmsha bel mujama3 ow enta maktout 3aleek pepsi:(
The guy: shsawe ba3ad..
Lolwa: 3ashane wait here until I buy you a new shirt,it will not take time!!

Lolwa rkthat 3ala american eagle bdoun matsm3 rad el9bay!!

I bought him a blue shirt from american eagle..
she handed him the plastic bag with the shirt inside and took the bill..

He refused bes b3dain ana 7aneet foug rasa leman khathaha!!

The guy: mashkoura,Ana faisal Al*****
Lolwa: el3afouu,Ana Lolwa Al*****
Faisal: tsharafna:*
Lolwa: elsharaf lee *blushed*

Nora: Lolwa yallah,7jzt a table eb chocolate bar..
Lolwa: yallah kane yaya
Faisal: 7atan ana raye7 chocolate bar
Lolwa: Lool shal 9dfa*smiled*
Faisal: yallah akhaleech weya your friends..

LAAA LAATROUUU777,KHAYWALOUUN MY FRIENDSSS:'(
YOUUUUR SMELLLLL<333,I ADOREEE!!!

Ambe shfech Lolwa?habla?3glay!!

ga3dna eb choclate bar bes bara ow Faisal and his friends g3daw dakhel..

I could see him smiling from the transparent window..
All i do,smile back!!

CHAPTER 33

-this post is dedicated TO:
* MYYYYY LOVELYY SISTER @advisoralflani <33
* My beautiful reader @Missbabooni





* My lovely reader @Lujaiinn

* THE MOST LOVELY AND KIND GIRL @LAIRoomi ow happy late birthday wish dear, probably this dedication from your sweet friend @Meriam Arifa











* My gorgeous @LoveStoryBlog37
*My GLAMOROUS READER @ShahadAlRefaei



Nora went inside..

Laila: hala wallah
Nora: hala 7abebte,ha kel shay jahez?
Laila: eeh yallah,meta tnadenha?
Nora: Now!!

Nora went outside to call Lolwa..
Nora opened the door of the car with a BIG SMILE on her face and said: bsr3a lolwa ta3alay laila's mum wanna say hi..
Lolwa: la fashlaa!!
Nora: makouu lazem!!
Lolwa: waleeh okay..

Nora entered first ow b3dain Lolwa











Laila and Nora: SURPRISEEEEEEEE!!!
Lolwa: YA SHAGOUUUUUL *blushed and teared*
Laila came and hugged Lolwa so tight and said: Kel 3am ow entay bkhair yal ghalya!!
Nora: wakhray my turnnnnn!!
Lolwa: 7abebte thankyou laila..
Laila: wait ya sakheefa,kahlene a36eha her gift..
Nora: okay:(
Laila: ft7eeha ow golele shrayech!!
Lolwa: mashkouurrrra 7abebte

She brought me a Training suit from Juicy..

Nora jumped on me like a freak

Lolwa: Oushhhh Noraaa!!! *thahreee*
Nora: a7bech a7bech a7bech*she kept kissing me till Laila pushed her down*
Laila: nzlayyy ta7at,MONKEYY?
Nora: mat'th7keeen,yalla Lolwa go to this room and read the note!!
Lolwa: inshallah!!

I went to Laila's living room and I saw a dress wrapped in plastic and a small note sticken on it!!

Note:
Lolwa SHLOUNCHH?Its your birthday I know!!
You are know inside the living room and infront of  a dress..
Shgay elplastic ow shoufay eldress!!
HOPE YOUUU LIKE IT!!
A7BECH A7BECH MEN NORA OW A7MDOUU:*


I couldn't explain how happy I'm right now!!
I'm totally speechless!!

I wore the dress,and directly opened the door to hug NORA!!!


Lolwa: THANKS NORA!!!
Nora: mabinah 7abebe,yallah lets go now!!
Lolwa: wain?
Nora: methel magtlech enrou7 nino b3dain chocolate bar..
Lolwa: okay bes dgega khalene aklem ahmed 3ashan agola thankyouu*teared*
Nora: okay!!


I called Ahmed..

Ahmed: Alouu!!
Lolwa: a7mdouuuuuuu*shouting*
Ahmed: dgega lolwa, shabab ast2thn dgega..
Lolwa: a7mdouuu THANKYOUU MATKFEE WALLLAHHH!!
Ahmed: 7abebte wallah tstahlain kel khair!!
Lolwa: 7abebe a7mdouuu!!
Ahmed: yallah go have fun ow take care*mwah*
Lolwa: inshallah,you too<33
Ahmed: bye
Lolwa: byee:*


R7na elavenues,g3dna nakel eb nino...

Gemt wela bdoun ma'ashouf 6ag shatfe eb shft a guy!!!

OMGGGG,OUSHH THAT HURTS!!

I turned my face towards him to Apologize..

So-rry *sr7t*

His beauty can't be described as words!!!

CHAPTER 32

-this post is dedicated to my adorable reader @Saqassar and to my beautiful birthday girl @shougalhus <3333!!
I covered my face with the blanket and went back to sleep

FAJ2A...
Ahmed shal el blanket ow he drizzled a COLD ICED WATER ON MY FACE!!!

Lolwa: OMGGGG!!! ya 7marrrrr*I had a cold-ish shiver*
Ahmed: KAAAAK,3ad el7een gha9ban 3aleech etgomeen*laughing*

gemt with a furious expression..

Ahmed: yuma yuma tkhar3ennn::
Lolwa: ya 7marrrrrrrr!!!

He ran within a second to the living room!!

3ALA BALEEEKKKK MA'A3REF WAINKKK!!

I ran to the living room with my snoopy cartooned pijama..

I ENTERED the living room...The room was totally dark!!

3ala balek mara7 ashoufek,tara ashouf bdoun light!!

Ahmed whispered: BOUUUMA 7ASHA!!
Lolwa: I heard that!!!

shway wela...






















LIGHT TURNED ON,

Mama,Ahmed and leena my maid was standing beside the table..

THEY ALL SAID: SURPRISE!!!
Lolwa: OH NOO!!! *blushed*
Mama: ba3ad 3umre kbrtay<33,kel 3am ow entay 7abebat galbe ow 3umre!! *kissed me and hugged me so tight*
I stood and teared from happiness!!

THIS IS WHAT I CAN CALL A FAMILYYY!!

Ahmed: hala uboyyyy,eljaikara 9arat 17..
Lolwa: LOOOL yal sakheefff:( y79lek a sister methle;$
Ahmed: men gadech,ybtlech..
Lolwa: shnu shnuuuu!!?
Ahmed: yuma kalatne eb gshoure!! khalene akamel wait-,-
Lolwa: okay;$
Ahmed: ybtlech a bag men LV<33 *hugged me and handed me the gift*
Lolwa: AWHHHHHH I LOVE YOUUUU!!
Ahmed: hehehe:*

Leena: I brought for you a set of the Kardashians,hope you like it
Lolwa: AFCOURSE I WOULD LIKE ITTT,Thankyouuu leeena!!


After cutting the cake and blowing my seventh candles!!

I recieved a phone call from Nora...

Nora: غنّوا لحبيبي وقدّموا له التّهاني
في عيد ميلاده عساها مية عام
افرح حبيبي واطلب أغلى الأماني
الليلة يا عمري تناديك الأحلام
ودعت عام وقابلك عام ثاني
تعال نتقضي العمر في حب وهيام
انسى الهموم اليوم واضحك عشاني
والله ابتسامة منك تسعدني أعوام
أحاول أشرح لك بقلبي معاني
والله الفرح نساني هموم والآم
وأجمع أفكاري ويعجز لساني
من فرحتي معذور والله ما الآم
احترت وايش أهديك غير الأغاني
ويهديك قلبي اللّي معك في الهوي هام
واطلب من الله ياحبيبي عساني
ما أنحرم من شوفتك طول الأيام

Lolwa: NORAAA 7ABEBTEEE,THANKYOUU:')
Nora: mabina ya uboi:*
Lolwa: you made me speechless!!!
Nora: 7ayate,well yala lbsay 3ashan b6l3ch;$
Lolwa: 9ij wallah;$,wainnn?
Nora: bnmour Laila ow enrou7 nt3asha eb nino ow n7ale chocolate bar!
Lolwa: HALA UBOYY,okay!!
Nora: okay lolwa t7been ay colour? for a dress? wede elyuom albes 3ala thouqech!!
Lolwa: a7eb black *IT LOOKS HOT ON YOUU*
Nora: heheh;$*shy*
Lolwa: Ahmed ga3ed ynadene Nora!!
Nora: khalas okay bye:*

Hala Ahmed I said!!
Ahmed: ta3alay ana eb ghrfte!!
Lolwa: kane yaya;$
Ahmed: ta3alay g3de yame
Lolwa: inshallah
Ahmed: wain tabeen etrou7en elyuom?
Lolwa: nora bt6l3ne*happy*
Ahmed: deray balech 3ala nafsech ow dgay 3alay etha 6l3tay ra7 akoun bel dwaineya!
Lolwa: inshallah
Ahmed: wain bouste?
Lolwa: LOOL*kissed him on his cheeks and went outside*


Took a shower and went to change my cloth


I wore my black top with a glitter jacket and a tigger leggings..

Nora:PING!!!
         PING!!!
Lolwa: hala
Nora: ana bara,6l3ay my queen!!
Lolwa: inshallah love;$


I went out,drove to Laila's house..
Nora: n6ary bel car,bsr3a anade Laila ow aye!!
Lolwa: okay 7abebte:*

Nora went inside..

Laila: hala wallah
Nora: hala 7abebte,ha kel shay jahez?
Laila: eeh yallah,meta tnadenha?
Nora: Now!!

STAY TUNNED:*

-your comments make my day!!!
-Any suggestions dm me on twitter or ask me on ask.fm:*

CHAPTER 31

-This post is dedicated to the beautiful birthday girl @gayounx
na3am?lesh you slap me..shsawet ana!!

My face became reddish in colour..
Jude: enough Saleh!!
Saleh: la makou shay esma enough abe a7e6 7arte eb wayha*smiling*


SUDDENLYYY!!!

I heard a hard knock!!











IT WAS MY BROTHERRRR with two policeman guys!
I freezed my self and wiped my tears..
my brother directly came and hugged me..

Ahmed: lesh tabcheen,I'm next to you latkhafeen 7abebte!!
Lolwa: u-uhh thankyou ahmed*crying and shivering*
Ahmed: lesh wayhech a7mar*angry*,shnu sawoulchh!!!
Lolwa: Sale--h 6agne!!

Ahmed gam,while the police was investigating..
Ahmed: Salehhhh!! *shouted*
Saleh turned his face towards Ahmed wela without subliminalion Ahmed slapped Saleh hardly..

Jude was totally coldhearted person,She sat in the couch with her Blackberry in her hand without any expression!!

Ahmed: lolwa yallah nrou7?
Lolwa: eeh please!
Ahmed: hathe jude?*pointed*
Lolwa: eeh
Ahmed: hey entay!!! rasech ow ybtah..ashoufech bes et7acheen ekhte aw eljarabee3 hathoule yhdedounha ow qasamen belah asjenkum,TFHMEEN!!
men elkhar3a she couldn't reply!

AHMEDDD?is my hero I swear!!

I smiled..It was a bad dream and I'm getting throught it by awaking up from it!!

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”

BEING STRONG!!
BEING ENCOURAGED!!!
BEING YOUUUU!!

We arrived home...

I took a shower and slept like a dead cat!!!

I decided to change my school,To start a new start..

I meet new friends,new teachers,new curriculum and new system!!

I learnt from life a lot and this is a lesson that I will never forget!!


IT WAS FINALLY MY BIRTHDAYYY!!!

I'm seventeen-years-old!!

My friend Nora decided to prepare a surprise party for me..

Nora: she's 17 going 18,Tall,medium size,tanned skin,wavy hair and she's really one of a kind!!!
She's a kind,sweet,lovely and adorable person to have!!

enough about her..
Ahmed dash 3alay..
Switched the lights on and said: HAPPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY MYYYYY CUPCAKEEEEE!!!
Lolwa: Ahmed e6l3 bara abe anam-,- *threw on him the pillow*
Ahmed: y79elch your brother yghaneelch mu kafouu!!
Lolwa: LOOOOL bara bara!!
Ahmed: btgouuumen wela shlouun?
Lolwa: shlouun?*laughing*
Ahmed went outside the room and closed the lights..

I covered my face with the blanket and went back to sleep

FAJ2A...

CHAPTER 30

-This post is dedicated to my everything in the WHOLE WORLD and it is also dedicated to my beautiful @FayAlMulla_




Jude: Sander take us to Fanar
Sander: yes madam..

I just remembered that Ahmed was following us,so that I waited till we arrived AlFanar mall and then...

Nzlna men elcar ow jude kanat masktne 7ail men my hands..
I took a galance on Ahmed's car and I winked..

Inshallah a7mdou yfhm ena this wink is meant that there is something going on!!

We entered the mall..
Jude called Khalid and Saleh and they said they were waiting in starbucks.

While I was walking I shivered a lot,A LOTT MEANS A LOTT!!
7asset ena ryuole khalas matgdar etsheelne so that I fell..

Jude whispered: goumayy shfeech,elnas gam etshoufna!!?*SCARED*
Lolwa: mu gadra agom wallah*tears*
Jude: 7awlayy!!*horrified*
Lolwa: ma'agdar fhmayy!!*screamed*
Jude: okay okay!!

She called those stupid creatures *Khalid and Saleh* for a help..
They hold me ow ga3doune eb starbucks..

They had a threaten chat with me..

Khalid: emsh Saleh sa3dne khal enwadeena sayarat Jude ow ba3deen ensawe ely gtlk 3anh..
Saleh: yallah*laughing*
Jude: dashshouha my car bsr3a gabel la a7ad yshoufkum ow rkbaw!!
Khalid and Saleh: okk!

We arrived to Saleh's house..

ga3doune bel couch wela Saleh..








SLAPPED ME!!!!



na3am?lesh you slap me..shsawet ana!!

My face became reddish in colour..
Jude: enough Saleh!!
Saleh: la makou shay esma enough abe a7e6 7arte eb wayha*smiling*


SUDDENLYYY!!!

CHAPTER 29

-This post is dedicated to MY LOVE @MANARALF <33


Jude: hala wallah eb khaloude,saw invite 7ag Saleh fast..
She turned it to speaker so that I can listen!
Khaled: hala uboy,yallah Saleh tkalam!
Saleh: Ha el B**** yamech?
Jude: eeh 7abebe,Sander lock the car!!
*Sander is Jude's driver*

Shele ga3ed y9eerr:(? I TEARED!!

Jude: t7chay ya chalba..
Saleh: a3lmech ya lolwa,bakhalech tndmeen wayed eb hal denya!
Lolwa: ana shsawetlkum*CRYING*
Khalid: masawetay shay bes shnsawe 67tay eb eed ely mayr7m!!
Lolwa: 7aram 3aleekum,have mercy!! *Shouting*
Jude: heyw entay la t9rkheen la el7een enwadeech juliaa,eng6ech hnak ow enkhalech etsawen ely tabeena!!

Bes jude galat chethe,I wiped my tears..kept my words inside and said from the deepest of my heart ''EL7AMEDALLAH''

Jude: sander e9ft mene,lana maku service..
Sander: inshallah mama bes 7aram ent...
He couldn't complete his sentence cause jude interrupted and said: chub wala kelma ow saw ely gtlek yah.

Jude: el7een khalid ow saleh byakhthounch weyahum elmukhayam!!

I ignored her ow I believed ena god will protect me..

Jude: ana ga3da aklmech ya B****
Lolwa: entay wa7da zbala ow ana 7ail ndmana ene 3rft wa7da methlech,TFUUUU!!!
Jude: etafleen 3alay ya bnt ****
Lolwa: eeh ow adous 3ala rasech ba3ad,3ala balech ana khayfa menech wala men elzbala ely ga3da etkalmeenhum bel phone,la ya 7abebete ma3rftene 3adel:*
Khalid: ana bes khal a9eedech ya lolwa shoufay shnu ra7 asawe feech*ANGRY*
Saleh: 3ala balech eb kalamech khawfteena,tara el7een ayeelch ow asheg 7aljech!!
Lolwa: agol eskt ent weyah la..
JUDE,SALEH AND KHALID replied: la kamlay la shnu?
Lolwa: kel shay eb waqta 7elou!!!

Jude: Sander take us to Fanar
Sander: yes madam..

I just remembered that Ahmed was following us,so that I waited till we arrived AlFanar mall and then...














TO BE CONTINUED..

-please comment on the post so that I can know that you have been reading:(

CHAPTER 28

I prepared the table for dinner,handed out the plates,forks and cups!!

We had a great dinner..I told him everything from A to Z and I told him that he's the only person that knows about the bad game I'm playing on Jude,khalid and Saleh..

He shared me my tears,sadness and my happiness..I love abdulaziz!!


Well I was happy for opening my heart to Abdulaziz and I was sad as well cause this is the last time I'm seeing him cause WE ARE GETTING READY FOR EXAMS!!

I went home..
It was 9:30pm

I went inside and said: salam!!
Ahmed and Mama replied: ow 3alekum elsalam..
Ahmed: ta3alay lolowa ow golele shnu sawetay?inshallah stanstay?

R7t 7ag Ahmed ow gtlah kel shay 9ar!!
9ert agolah kel shay lana ehwa elwa7eed ely ywasene ow ysa3dne!

Ahmed: Eem,3ayal ana baklem Abdulaziz ow agola khal yamsek rfeja!
Lolwa: bes A7mdou la tyeblah 6areei please..
Ahmed: Eeh akeed,maslmtay 3alay?WAINN MY HUG?bes khalas z3lt z3lt
chan ygom
I grabbed him hardly from his hands ow gtlah: A7bek ya a7la brother eb hal denya!
He blushed and said: ow ana ba3ad a7bech yal ghalya

ISN"T THAT CUTEEEE?

I went to my room,pushed my self to the bed wela..
Jude was calling me!!

I Answered: Hala?
Jude: wainch yal sakhefa ma ts2leen,ray7a elchalet weya your cousin ow matgolen?
I was like..HA?? hathe shloun t3ref ene kent bel chalet?la ow weya my cousin?someone was spying on me or what?
Lolwa: entay shdarach?
Jude: a3jbech mu?
Lolwa: la jad shdarach?
Jude: khaloud ow Saleh shafouch weya your cousin ames!
Lolwa: Emmm!!
Jude: elmuhem abeech tyen weyay Fridays
Lolwa: Jude tawne rada men elchalet t3bana
Jude: 3ashane please!!
Lolwa: okay okay-,-
Jude: el7een aye amrech;$
Lolwa: Eeem okay!
Jude: bye
Lolwa: bye

wai333,jad Jude hathe matnbl3..ely sawetah fene mu shwaya!
Bes mardha btyele,ow eldenya mara7 etkhaleeeha..btdour btdour ow y9eer feha methel ma9arle!

I changed my clothes on to training suit,,lana male khelg!!

Gelt 7ag Ahmed ene ray7a fa he insisted to come with me bes bdoun ma jude etla7eth..

He will follow us..

rkbt elsayara weya Jude..
Jude yalaha a phone call..

Jude: hala wallah eb khaloude,saw invite 7ag Saleh fast..
She turned it to speaker so that I can listen!
Khaled: hala uboy,yallah Saleh tkalam!
Saleh: Ha el B**** yamech?
Jude: eeh 7abebe,Sander lock the car!!
*Sander is Jude's driver*

Shele ga3ed y9eerr:(? I TEARED!!

CHAPTER 27

-This post is dedicated to my youngest and prettiest reader @LoveStoryBlog37


Nasser hadane ow dazne to the wall..

Nasser: na3am khair?shtabe?
Abdulaziz: tkalam 3adel ow gole lesh mask'ha chethe bn9 el'lail.
Nasser: Kaife khou abe atzawajha.
Abdulaziz: Nasser ent shfeek mu 9a7e?
Abdulaziz: Lolwa rou7ay namay!
Nasser: Lolwa ya weelch ent7rktay!

I stood without even saying a word..


Abdulaziz: Lolwa 6l3y ow malech sheghel feeh..
I was shivering a lot ow 6l3t..

Abdulaziz: Nasser ent shfek?Fee shay 9ayer weyak?
Nasser: mafene shay! *teared*
Abdulaziz: la la ryayel maybchoun 7abebe!!
Nasser: ana asf 3azouz bes...
Abdulaziz: 3ala shnu ya oukhoy,mala da3e!!
Nasser: ent mu fahem wallah:(
Abdulaziz: ana kane ga3d asm3,t7acha!
Nasser: ana a7eb Lolwa wayed ow abeeha abeeha 3azouz!

Abdulaziz was extremely shocked,well he was having a crush on Lolwa bes magalaha!

Nasser knocked Abdulaziz and said: shfek?wain sr7t!
Abdulaziz: UMM-eeh la kane!
Nasser: eeh 3azouz ana a7bha ow abeeha 7age brou7e ow jad ayen etha shft'ha ga3da t7achek aw et7ache ay 9bay ow t'th7k!
Abdulaziz: madre shagoulk ya khoui bes allah ywfgkum!
Nasser: tslam yal 3asheer:*
Abdulaziz: yallah ana bnam..tkfa khal el'film ely sawetah ykhale9*laughed*
Nasser: LOOL noum el3awafe,gn!

well Abdulaziz wasn't sleeping..he kept thinking about what Nasser said and he decided to tell Lolwa what does he feel about her..


The next morning..



Abdulaziz: elyuom bn7ader..
Nasser: eeh inshallah,wain lolwa?
Abdulaziz: madre!
Nasser: okay!


I locked the door since what happened yesterday and I swore I won't get out of the room ela lama eyee a7ad yakhthne aw arou7 elbait weya abdulaziz!!

I hateeee nasser!!!



*knock-knock*

wai3 mnu,I won't answer it might be Nasser behind the door..


Its me: Abdulaziz said


Abdulaziz??I jumped from my bed and unlocked the door..

Abdulaziz I said. *crying*
Abdulaziz: shfeech lolwa,lesh tabcheen!!?
Lolwa: men ely 9ar ames ya abdulaziz..shft eshsawa fene rfeejek ana shsawet ya3ne!!
Abdulaziz: eeh ana yay at2asaf,ow sam7ene ya Lolwa..
I cried more and more..without even feeling that I threw myself at him*hugged*


Well this is the last time I'll see Abdulaziz..
So I told him to try to take Nasser out of the house so that we can have a last day full with joy!


Well I was preparing dinner for the two of us..

Abdulaziz: shnu ga3da etsawen?
Lolwa: pink pasta
Abdulaziz: gharameeee pink pasta..

He dragged his finger on my sauce-__-

Abdulaziz inchallah ma t7e6 9b3k bel sauce shloun akel:)? *I said*
Abdulaziz: a9lan y7a9elch!! 3assal ya baba 3assal.
Lolwa: wa3ouh!


I prepared the table for dinner,handed out the plates,forks and cups!!

We had a great dinner..I told him everything from A to Z and I told him that he's the only person that knows about the bad game I'm playing on Jude,khalid and Saleh..

He shared me my tears,sadness and my happiness..I love abdulaziz!!

CHAPTER 26

6l3t elmarshmallow ow g3dt ak7!!

Abdulaziz: sorry Lolwa!!
magdart ared 3aleeh lana 9oute ra7 wana ak7!!

Abdulaziz came near to me ow hugged me,I just smiled!!

I took him to his room, ow re7t my room!!

It was 4:30 am..

I was sleeping wela shway ow asm3 9out someone's feet..

I thought maybe men elwind outside 3ashan chethe eldoor ytfat7 so that I continued sleeping..

wela shway chethe someone opened the light ow closed the door hardly..

Fazeet men elbed wala its was?














NASSERR!!

Well I was in a sudden shock,HOW COME HE ENTERS MY ROOM ON THIS TIME?

9oute kan 7ail khafef 3ashan ka7eet wayed..

Nasser shtsaweee hnee I said *coughing*
Nasser: Lolwa Abeech!!
Lolwa: Shfeek! t3ref elsa3a cham el7een?
Nasser: mayhmne,ana a7bech ow adre ench t7been 3azouz.
Lolwa: mn gal a7b Abdulaziz,la tg3ad et2alef kalam ow e6l3 bara!
Nasser mara7 a6l3!!

He came nearer..
Lolwa: Nasser,back off!!
Nasser: La *evil laugh*
Lolwa: tara wallah a9rekh!
Nasser: 9arkhay,mnu byih?Abdulaziz?ryola emjabsa ow ana 7a6 elkhshbten malouta eb my room!
Lolwa: enta lesh chethe!!
Nasser: Ana majnon eb 7ubech ya lolwa!!
Lolwa: jad jad mu9a7e!!

I SCREAMED,khft ysawe shay!!
6ab3an a9rekh ow ak7 just like a dog!



Nasser came running ow msak my mouth and said: Shfeech la t9rkheen,please!
Lolwa: take your hands off,la wallah el7een adg 3ala elshr6a!
Nasser: yuma khara3tene..

mskne men my hands ow khathane to Abdulaziz's room..

I SCREAMED A LOT BES MA7AD SMA3!!
y3ne why me!! lesh yarabe lesh!!

He opened the light wela Abdulaziz ygol: Heyw mnu fta7 el lights!

Nasser: Ana!! goum!!
Abdulaziz shal el'blanket men his face wala yshouf Nasser mask my hands hardly ow ana ga3da abche!

Abdulaziz: lesh mask'ha chethe ya 7ywann!!
Nasser: ent el7ywan,amsk'ha methel ma'abe..hathe 3umre 7ayate!
Abdulaziz: Nasser shfeek,ent shareb shay!! *confused*

Abdulaziz tried to get up wela y3are..bes w9al 7ag Nasser chan ygol: Hdha ow khalne atfaham weyak!
Nasser hadane ow dazne to the wall..

Nasser: na3am khair?shtabe?
Abdulaziz: tkalam 3adel ow gole lesh mask'ha chethe bn9 el'lail.
Nasser: Kaife khou abe atzawajha.
Abdulaziz: Nasser ent shfeek mu 9a7e?
Abdulaziz: Lolwa rou7ay namay!
Nasser: Lolwa ya weelch ent7rktay!

I stood without even saying a word..

CHAPTER 25

-This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @DalallJassem




After an hour..
we all gathered, Abdulaziz..Nasser..wahab and Noor
Wahab is Nasser's best friend..
Noor is Abdulaziz's cousin..

Abdulaziz called his driver..

Jeeb Pepper pickle,daqous bu deech, marshmallows ow some green skittles..

Raju: inshallah baba.


Lolwa: Abdulaziz lesh hal ashya2 ow e7na ga3deen nl3ab dares?
Abdulaziz: wait khal eyeb raju elthings agolkum el'Rules.
Noor: 3azouz shaklk nawe 3ala shay!
Nasser: eeh derbalkoum 3azouz mu hayen!!
Wahab: oh 3azouz shouf!!

Well Abdulaziz mashaf shnu ktbtlah bel jbs..

Abdulaziz: ashouf shnu?
Wahab: shouf eljbs malek!!
Abdulaziz shaf what was written wala ygol: mnu kateb chethe?
Nasser gave me a dirty look..
Abdulaziz: akeed ome aw Nasser..
Nasser: la mu ana*Angry*
Abdulaziz: akeed my mum. *kan yadre ena ana*

we9al Raju..

ga3dna as a circle ow 7a6eena elashya2 kelaha dakhel elcircle..

Abdulaziz: yallah Bagolkum elrules..
We all replied: Okay!!

Abdulaziz Rules:
-swear ena ma7ad ygol ba6l3 men elgame low bdaina..
-you have to do anything,Cause its a dare game..fa twq3aw ay shay!
-must be honest.


We all agreed to play the ''DARE GAME"

Abdulaziz spinned the water bottle and it was Nasser's turn..

Abdulaziz: I dare you to eat 10 pepper pickles at one time..
Nasser: Okay *laughing*

We all cheered Nasser: CHAKK CHAK CHAKK!


Nasser spinned the water bottle and it was Noor's turn..

Nasser: I dare you to drizzle your mouth with daqous bu deech*laughing* *a7 a7 I need water*
Noor: yal sakhef-____-

Noor had drizzled some and couldn't continue,so she's out of the game.


Ana brou7e 3ala 3 boys! *ALLAH YSTER*

Abdulaziz spinned the water bottle and it was my turn..

Abdulaziz: I dare you to eat two packets of green skittles..
I was like ITS EASYYY!!

I ate those two packets wela Abdulaziz whispered in my ear and said: ya 7elouha ow ehya takel..
I had the blushing face and continued the game..

well Nasser ow wahab has gone out of the game ow buga..

ana ow Abdulaziz,

Abdulaziz: no need to spin,I dare you ow you dare me..
Lolwa: okay abdulaziz,3ade one dare b3dain we ask questions cause ta3bt from the dares.
Abdulaziz: khalas okay!
Lolwa: I dare you to make funny faces for 1 min!!

Abdulaziz started to do those funny faces ow I laughed from the deep inside of me!!

Abdulaziz: 3ssa doum hal th7ka,so I dare you to eat 20 marshmallows.
Lolwa: ITS EASYYY!!!

I ate 10 b3dain..


Yait akel the other 10 marshmallows wela I choked ow my face 9ar REDD!!
Abdulaziz:Shfeech lolwaaa!!?
I couldn't speak,I just made some signs!!
Abdulaziz mskne ow thagha6 3ala ba6ne..

6l3t elmarshmallow ow g3dt ak7!!

Abdulaziz: sorry Lolwa!!
magdart ared 3aleeh lana 9oute ra7 wana ak7!!

Abdulaziz came near to me ow hugged me,I just smiled!!

I took him to his room, ow re7t my room!!

It was 4:30 am..

I was sleeping wela shway ow asm3 9out someone's feet..


*FREEZE YOUR BLOOD*

CHAPTER 24

-This post is dedicated to my beautiful readers who wanted Chap 24:*





got my headphones from my pocket,ow tmshait 3ala elba7ar..
shway wala ashouf Abdulaziz ow Nasser ga3den ytmashoun ow they are heading to my side...
I turned ow kamlt my way back to the Chalet..

Suddenly shft Abdulaziz yarkth towards me wala suddenly t3rchab ow 6a7 3ala wayha..

I was like AMBEEE!!!!


I screamed and said: Shfeek shfeek Abdulaziz..
Nasser relpied: mafeh ela elkhair..

rktht ow bis w9lt...

AHH-AYYY: Abdulaziz..
I was scared akhaf enkasrat his leg aw shay:(

Abdulaziz are you okay: I said*crying*
Nasser: lesh tabcheen mafeh ela el3afya!
Lolwa: la shoufah ga3ed y9arekh!!

Ana ow Nasser mskna Abdulaziz ow wadene to his room..

I called his mother ow gltlaha kel shay..

Nasser drove us to the nearest hospital..
sawoula ash3ah wela methel matwqa3t ena fee kasr eb his legs..


Hatha kela mene!!!!
Ana elsebab!!!

....... I cried a lot

jabsaw ryol Abdulaziz ow kan fee injures eb his face..
He was sleeping..

I wrote on his leg* salamat yal ghale*

I went to the Chalet ow Nasser is going to return Abdulaziz back..


Abdulaziz weya el3a9aya entered,Salam he said
I jumped from the couch and said: ow 3alekum elsalaaaaam,kha6ak elso brother..

Abdulaziz: mashkoura Lolwa ow I'm sorry!
Lolwa: lesh sorry,ana ely sorr..
Nasser interrupted our talk and said: yallah 3azouz lazem yrta7..
Lolwa: okay!

Next day..

I woke up at 9:30 am, cooked breakfast ow r7t awadeh 7ag Abdulaziz..

*Knock knock.*

Abdulaziz: tfathal..
Dashait ow maska el tray eb edee..
Lolwa: GOOD MORNING.
Abdulaziz: Good morning,oh oh Lolwa emsawyatle breakfast sh3aleeh*shy*
Lolwa: Eeeh afa 3aleek,3ashan your leg!
Abdulaziz yal khaysa bes 3ashan mu leg?y3ne etha mu mareeth makentay sawetele elbreakfast..
Lolwa: LOOOL eeh*laughing*
Abdulaziz took a pillow and throw it at me..
Lolwa: KAAAK hard luck ma7ashtne..

7a6ait eltray on the table ow khathait elpillow ow I throw it back to him wala et'housh his face..

AOUUh-OUSH: Abdulaziz said
I was so  scared so that I ran towards him ow I teared: shfekk!!
Abdulaziz shal his hands men his face wala ygol: KAAAK 9dtech
Lolwa: yal maleeeeeeq *boxed him on his hands*
Abdulaziz: tkhafen 3alay?
Lolwa: chub la,yallah ekel..
Abdulaziz: well ana bs anzel ra7 at7adach wayed!!
Lolwa: LOOL I HAVE NO FEAR FROM YOUR DARES!!
Abdulaziz: btshoufen!!
Lolwa: hahaha okay!

After an hour..
we all gathered, Abdulaziz..Nasser..wahab and Noor
Wahab is Nasser's best friend..
Noor is Abdulaziz's cousin..

Abdulaziz called his driver..

Jeeb Pepper pickle,daqous bu deech, marshmallows ow some green skittles..

Raju: inshallah baba.


Lolwa: Abdulaziz lesh hal ashya2 ow e7na ga3deen nl3ab dares?




TO BE CONTINUEDxx!
-comments and suggestions would make my day!!

CHAPTER 23

-This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @RawanAIL98
l3younkum I posted chap 23 today<3



It was 3:30 pm

Abdulaziz: hala hala,your training nar!
Lolwa: LOOL lat3aib:( *kent labsa training lona fsfore*
Abdulaziz: la wallah 7elou..
Lolwa: eeh 9dgt,when are we going?
Abdulaziz: el9aber zain,,n6ry shway..

ba3ad 10 mins yah a guy who made me gaze for couple of seconds..

A guy who was Stunning!!

Ambe 7assait eb e7sas 7ail ghaireb,Which I couldn't describe..

Salam he said
Lolwa: ow 3aleekum elsalam
Abdulaziz turned wala ygol: hala hala eb Nassar 7abebe..
Nasser: HALA WALLAH *jeeb khashmk jeeb*
Abdulaziz came nearer ow sawaw elkhashem thing *LOOL*

I was gazing on Nasser ow chan ychkne abdulaziz..

Abdulaziz: HEYY ENTAY!
Lolwa: HA HA!!! *I'm screamed*
Abdulaziz: way3a inshallah?
Lolwa: Sorry *gave him a weird look*
Abdulaziz: la t6al3ene chethe,shal nathrat? yallah rkbay elcar
Lolwa: kaife!!,Arkab ay car?
Abdulaziz: rkbay weya eldriver..
Lolwa: shagit my mouth ow glt: BROU7E?
Abdulaziz: la weya elkhadama,7aljech la y6eee7..
Lolwa: lesh mu weyakum*raised my eyebrows*
Abdulaziz: shnu weyana,rfeje ehwa ely bysoug!!
Lolwa: eeh 3ade,lesh ma'aye?
Abdulaziz: la makou,shfech agolch rfeje mawjod*Angry*
Lolwa: okay okay!!

rkbt elcar..

shfee 3a9ab bsr3a yuh-.-

w9lna elchalet..

Abdulaziz: lolwa,tara bng3ad 3days here so ekhthay ra7tech bel room..
Lolwa: 3days:o? okay!!

R7t elroom ow rtabt my things ow 6l3t..

got my headphones from my pocket,ow tmshait 3ala elba7ar..
shway wala ashouf Abdulaziz ow Nasser ga3den ytmashoun ow they are heading to my side...
I turned ow kamlt my way back to the Chalet..

Suddenly shft Abdulaziz yarkth towards me wala suddenly...

CHAPTER 22

Well I'm so sorry my lovely readers because I haven't been posting and I would like to tell you that I'll be only posting on weekends xx!!






Dashait the Line...

I was talking to fatima on bbm,then suddenly someone was knocking me from behind..

wai33 mnuuu elsakheef/sakheefa ely ynadene male khelg alef

so sawet nafse mu mentabha..

The Anonymous person kept knocking until..his/her knocks starting hurting me,,

I became angry:)
So I turned behind with a furious face ow agol: OUUF na3am!!

''La jet abtklm jdamek atblam''



The Anonymous person was ABDULAZIZ..

tn7t ow glt: Umm
Abdulaziz: Shlounch lolwaaaa!!
Lolwa: zainaaaa

Ambee shfene:O?tn7t ow ga3da at2t2;p? *ath7k mu*
HE's HOT,Friendly ow 7ail 6ayeeb!!
I'm not close to him or the other side of his family..

lolwa he waved..
Lolwa: HALLA
Abdulaziz: shfech sr7tay!
Lolwa: madre sorry.
Abdulaziz: shnu bt6lben?
Lolwa: ba6leb mango ow 7ag a7mdo mango too..
Abdulaziz: nice choice.

I thanked him ow I gave him my back..

I took my order ow ga3dt yam Ahmed.

Ahmed: mashkora.
Lolwa: el3afu,tadre mnu shft bel line? *Laughing*
Ahmed: mnu?
Lolwa: Abdulaziz weld 3amti ghadeer...
Ahmed: 9ij,shkhbare waina?

Abdulaziz came,3ashan yslm!!

Abdulaziz: Hala wallah eb a7mdo,waink ma ts2al..
Ahmed: Hala eb bu3azouuz,mawjod wallah...
Abdulaziz: 7abebe,shrayek tyon weyana Chalet? *Khairan*
Ahmed: wallah ana magdar 3ande shghel,bes ekhthaw Lolwa weyakum?
Abdulaziz: Eeh wallah fee banat yg3doun weyaha..

Ahmed gave me the look ma3nata I have to say yes-.-

Lolwa: eeh okay ra7 aye
Abdulaziz smiled and said: 7aych ya bent el3am:*
Lolwa: alla y7ayek,tslam.

yallah ana barou7 taboun shay? abdulaziz said..
Ahmed and I replied: Salamtek..

We went home,told my mum about meeting Abdulaziz and She said I have to take care of myself and enjoy!

My mum is CUTTE ISN'T SHE?


well let me describe for you Abdulaziz because he's HOTTT!!

Abdulaziz is a tall,16years old,Tanned,mjsm ow has a curly hair,Friendly,lovely ow 7ail 7ail 6ayeb ow ehwa eb mathabat my brother..

I packed and went to Abdulaziz's house..

It was 3:30 pm

Abdulaziz: hala hala,your training nar!
Lolwa: LOOL lat3aib:( *kent labsa training lona fsfore*
Abdulaziz: la wallah 7elou..
Lolwa: eeh 9dgt,when are we going?
Abdulaziz: el9aber zain,,n6ry shway..

ba3ad 10 mins yah a guy who made me gaze for couple of seconds..




*STAY TUNED*



-Leave a comment,make my day!

CHAPTER 21

يارب فرج على منتخبنا (الازرق) اليوم ولا تخيب امل و فرحة جماهير الكويت:*



Hello my lovely readers<3
I'm so sorry that I wasn't posting for 2days!!
So this is my last post for today,inshallah only in the weekends I'll posting for you guys:*
*Asfa 3al g9our*



9aida mu?I LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED..
Mum wasn't calling,bes I needed a break from the act so that I can LAUGHH AT THOSE CREATURES!

I slept without overthinking...

woke up, told Ahmed everything..

Ahmed: 6ala3tay mu hayna *KAAAAK*
Lolwa: afa 3aleek a7mdoo *laughing*
Ahmed: what's the next step?
Lolwa: well Jude is the next step..
Ahmed: shbtsaween?
Lolwa: ana abe asawe feha nafes elshay ely sawetah fene *tears*
Ahmed: enzain ya shagol la tabchen *hugged me*
Lolwa: inshallah..
Ahmed: yallah bwdech pinkberry.
Lolwa: ya mdalelneeee*shy*
Ahmed: yallah go upstairs ow lbsay!
Lolwa: inshallah..

HE TOTALLY UNDERSTANDS MEEE,I LOVEE HIM!!

went upstairs, I wore my red dress with a black jacket..
He drove me to Pinkberry..

Ahmed: ana bg3ad ow entay 6lbele..
Lolwa: shnu tabe?
Ahmed: flavour: mango,toppings: pineapple,strawberry and berries.
Ahmed: okay!

Dashait the Line...

I was talking to fatima on bbm,then suddenly someone was knocking me from behind..

wai33 mnuuu elsakheef/sakheefa ely ynadene male khelg alef

so sawet nafse mu mentabha..

The Anonymous person kept knocking until..his/her knocks starting hurting me,,

I became angry:)
So I turned behind with a furious face ow agol: OUUF na3am!!

''La jet abtklm jdamek atblam''

CHAPTER 20

-This post is dedicated to my glamorous reader @RawanAIL98




























Dst 3ala el'link wela lgait..

Name: Sarah alxxxx
Age: 16
Country: kuwait
Bio: ana esmi sarah bis tgdron etnadone lolwa aw lulu;$


who the hell is she?
ow esmha sarah bis ygdron ynadounha lolwa? *she's taking my place away* *y3ne khathat shkh9ete*
won't let this B****,go away!
It might be Jude or Khaled and Saleh!! *I can accept anything from them,they want to destroy me completely!

Kept searching on google,how to block a website..

el7amedallah after long time..I found a site on google that blocks websites.

*BLOCKED THE WEBSITE*
*DELETED NAWAF FROM BBM*
*CALLED KHALED AND SALEH*

invited them to the conversation...

as usual I was fake smiling,talking and laughing..
I was acting like this cause I don't want them to feel that there is something ruining my life right now..

So I ended up the call with random chat.
The day passed quickly..

I woke up..felt that today is my day to act on jude so I called her directly with fake crying voice

*AH-EH-AH* me;$
Jude: shfech lolwa*shocked*
Lolwa: et9adgen ya jude ena fee nas 7aqera la hal daraja ow they published my pin in a website and suddenly those creepy guys are adding me on bbm* fake crying*
Jude: *AM-UM* mnu hathole el7ywanat? *entay elbiggest 7ywana 3ala wajh elarth*
Lolwa: madre wallah,tell me what to doooo!!!?
Jude: wait,let me call Khaled ow Saleh..they might help! *call ya 7abebe call,call el39aba khal tktmel elstory,TFUU*
Lolwa: I'm waiting*still fake crying*

*Jude invited them to the chat ow galatlhum 3ala kel shay,3ala bona they didn't know ow chena mu ehma ely sawaw chethe*

Khaled: Lolwa mnu elkalbb/kalba ely sawat/sawa chethe!
Lolwa: still ya khalid magdart a3ref mnu,bes wallah tonight bro7 weya ukhoy elmakhfar.
Jude,Khaled and Saleh: screamed: MAKHFAR? sh7agaa!! la la e7na en7lha

entaw et7lonha ha? Caught you out LOSERS!!!
BEDAIT L3BTE WEYAHUM!!

Lolwa: well yes makhfr shfekum,,fee wa7da mnt7la shkh9ete?
Jude: wala yhmch,Khaled ow Saleh rjajel mu..ehma y7lonha

RJAJEL?HAHAHAY!!

Saleh: eeh Lolwa 7abebte,ana ow Khaled en7lha bes wa3ad mu tro7en makhfar lana mu zain bnya etrou7 makhfar ow y6l3 el7ache ow chethe *confused*
Lolwa: Eeem,eeh 9a7 kalamek,yalla bye now..mum is calling
They replied: Bye:*



9aida mu?I LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED..
Mum wasn't calling,bes I needed a break from the act so that I can LAUGHH AT THOSE CREATURES!

CHAPTER 19

-This post is dedicated to my beautiful reader @sjay7_

 

I ran towards her,
mama mama shfeech I said.
she didn't reply..
Mama please shele 9ayer golele*tears falling*

I'M AN UNLUCKY PERSON, far7te matktmel:)!!


I ran directly to my room,Texted Ahmed:

''Ahmed,ta3al bsr3a..mama ga3da bel arth ow ga3da tabche ow mu rathya tred 3alay''


After 10 minutes..

Ahmed arrived home,I went downstairs..

Ahmed:yuma shfech?
Mama didn't reply..

Ahmed called my father..
yuba shfeha ome? Ahmed said
Baba: 3amtek tewafat elyuom
Ahmed : ان لله وان اليه راجعون

Ahmed teared,so I went to him and said: shfek Ahmed,gole sh9ayer
Ahmed replied with a not clear voice: 3ametech tewafat ya Lolwa!!
Lolwa: La Ahmed,please don't say!! *I was speechless*


I didn't know what to do..
I just sat alone in the room with tears falling..
I cried a lot, but my tears won't do anything..it won't return my aunty back!

We went to the hospital, lana my mum exposed to a sudden shock so she have to stay there for 2 days,while we have to go to my aunt's funeral ..


days passed..

Mum went through insomnia at night but el7amedallah she's fine now..
I was locked in my room for many days because of my aunt's death,but now I'm okay!



my Phone rang..
its an ''UNKNOWN NUMBER''

kept ringing for 2 hours and I wasn't in the mood to answer..
So I fell asleep all the day long  and when I woke up

I check my phone

20 missed calls
7  Text messages
31 Bbm
6 mentions and 13 display messages on Twitter.

I was like ''WHAT THE HELL'' shyaboun hathoul;s?

there were so many numbers and people I didn't know ;s?

On bbm..

Nawaf Alxxx -friend req
Ahmed Alxxx-friend req
Salem Alxxx-friend req

and 8 more..

who are those guys and from where did they get my pin;/?

so i decided to add Nawaf Alxxx and ask him..
I accepted the req..

Nawaf: welcome:*
Lolwa: thanks,mnu?
Nawaf: el3afo,ma3ach Nawaf Alxxx
Lolwa: tsharafna,men wain khatheet my pin..
Nawaf: elsharaf le:*,men a website called *******************
Lolwa: a website? ana mu 7a6a my pin eb a website? *ha;s*
Nawaf: eeh wallah,check this link..
Lolwa: ok!

Dst 3ala el'link wela lgait..

CHAPTER 18

CONGRATULATIONS KUWAIT TEAMMMM<3



-This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @ShahadAlArbash<333












And suddenly he drizzled all the 7-up cane on one of the cars which are parked outside Khalid's car..

MY MOUTH OPENED LIKE A HUNGRY LION!!!
WTH my brother is doing.. *what the hell*


I got out of the car and said: yal maynon shtsawe,la yshoufek a7aad*shocked*
Ahmed: Everyday I'll come here at night ow I'll drizzle my revenge on those expensive cars *hahaha,evil smile*

I laughted a lot and this was the first time I laugh like that since my life was rough I didn't even smile..I just laughed directly

Ahmed: yallah sa3dene *KAAAAK*
Lolwa: afa 3alik,bayeb 2 canes ow arsh'hum mara wa7da *LOL*
Ahmed: eeh th7kay,cheer up ow 3thalech ymouton*SMILED*
Lolwa: Ahmed ILOVEYOUUUUU!!
Ahmed: ykhalele yach sister:* *blushing*


I WAS HYPER AND HAPPYYY!!!

we went to Saleh's house did the same thing...
went to the car, Ahmed turned on the radio*88.8*
My favourite song popped in..


''I know you want me
I made it obvious that I want you too
So put it on me
Let's remove the space between me and you
Now rock your body
Damn I like the way that you move
So give it to me
Cause I already know what you wanna do

Here's the situation
Been to every nation
Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do
You know my motivation
Given my reputation
Please excuse I don't mean to be rude

But tonight I'm loving you
Oh you know
That tonight I'm loving you
Oh you know
That tonight I'm loving you''
'''-Enrique Iglesias: Tonight(I'm Lovin you)'''

Ahmed drove me home ow ra7 eldewaneya..

Dashait el'bait with a BIG smile on my face..

I heard someone was screaming and crying,so I wanted to know what was going on so I entered el9ala wela alga my mother on the ground..

I ran towards her,
mama mama shfeech I said.
she didn't reply..
Mama please shele 9ayer golele*tears falling*

I'M AN UNLUCKY PERSON, far7te matktmel:)!!

To be continued...

 

CHAPTER 17

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY BEAUTIFUL READER @SHmeze3el




Well The person who was behind the door and who had spied at me while I was talking to Saleh and Khalid.....

'' MYYYY BROTHERRRRR'''
ana entaheet:)

he entered to my room with a furious emotion on his face..
*Allah yster* I said
Ahmed: ENTAY BT'THAY3EEN SM3TNAA OW SHARAFNAA!!! *he yelled*
Lolwa: wallah wallah ahmed enta fahem ghala6,khalne afhmk *frightened voice*
Ahmed: SHNUUU ETFAHMENE YA LOLWA,SM3T KELSHAYYY!!
r7et 7ag Ahmed with my phone on my hand while I was shivering hardly..
Lolwa: basm3ek shay ow abe matgole shay ghair lama tsma3 el vn kela *voicenote*
I turned on the voice note of jude when she was threatening me..
Ahmed sm3 kel elvn ow gal : lesh shtabe mench hathe ow shyabon hathoule menech?
Lolwa: Ahmed la2ane ma3ende ghairek ysa3dne ow ygole shsawe fa bagoulk kel shay bes esm3 elsalfa kelaha ow b3dain zfne saw ely tabee.. *crying*
Ahmed: ok,t7achay!
Lolwa: I told him everything from A to Z and also the bad game I'll do to them..
Ahmed: 7abebti lolwa *sad face*
Lolwa: Ahmed wallah el3athem ene 7ail mt7sfa ene 7abet ow kalmt..
Ahmed: Everyone do mistakes ow el7amedallah t3lmtay men ghal6tech:* *he hugged me so tight*

What a great brother:(
Silently I hugged him too..

Ahmed: sm3ay shrayech etgolen lee wain bait Khalid ow Saleh..
Lolwa: LESH WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? *shocked*
Ahmed: get dressed ow 3a6ene 3nwanhum ow let's go to the co-op.
Lolwa: Lessshhh!!
Ahmed: bsr3a na6rech!

I got dressed without even thinking to put makeup on ,lana jad jad male khelg!!

Ahmed was downstairs: LOLWA YALA ANA BEL CAR *he screamed*
Coming coming I said..

He drove me to the Co-op without saying a word..

Ahmed: nzlay!
Lolwa: okay:(
Ahmed went in and I followed him.
Ahmed: ta3aly sa3dene bakheth 2 boxes of small canes of 7-up.
Lolwa: 7ag shnu 7-up enta mat7eba..
ga6 3alay elbox ow ra7 to the cashier..

we went to the car with two boxes of small canes of 7-up which Ahmed doesn't drink *weird*
Ahmed: 3a6ene the Address..
Lolwa:  okay
Ahmed: tabeen enrou7 bait mnu elawal?
Lolwa: madre *gave him a dirty look*
Ahmed: la 6al3ene chethe ow khal9ene
Lolwa: bait Khalid:),Happy?
Ahmed: eeh!!

We went to Khalid's house,Ahmed 6ala3 bara elcar ow khatha men elcar one cane of 7-up and suddenlyy he..........................


STAY TUNED:*

CHAPTER 16

The day after,Jude came..

We had a good day,while I was fakely smilling

So I decided to call Saleh and khaled,I had to call them in a conversation of three..

Khaled: Alu?
Saleh: Alu?
Lolwa: Hala
Khaled ow Saleh: Mnu?
Lolwa: ana lolwa,please mu etsdounah..bagoul shay ow b3dain sawaw ely tabounah.
Khaled: khal9ay,golay shatben
Saleh: eeh yallah waray gym!!
Lolwa: Ana 7ail asfa ena I didn't appreciate you guys ow dageet 3ala Jude ow t2sft laha,lana ma7ad wgf weyay..7atan my haters are getting more and more everyday and everywhere..so please forgive me
Khaled: ow lesh el7een yaya etgolen hal kalam?
Lolwa: lana I felt lonely ow khalas ma3ende shay akh9era fa wede enred 9adaqatna
Saleh: ow shel ma6loub men hal salfa kelaha?
Lolwa: ena enkoun friends 3al aqal lane khsrt kelshay!
Khaled and Saleh had a moment of silent ...
Lolwa: shgltaw*tears*
Khaled: ok,khanshouf bes!
Lolwa: thanks a lot!! and you Saleh?
Saleh: okay!!
Lolwa: thanks guys,see you soon!!! *BIG SMILE* *a fake one for sure*

someone was hearing everything,someone was spying on me while I was talking to Khaled and Saleh..


-guess who was spying on me?answer me on http://ask.fm/feelingspeaks

CHAPTER 15

Now I can't speak to my mum because '' ely feeha emkafeeha''

In this situation,I went to my room and started thinking what should I do..

”im gonna make this
i will survive this”

An idea came into my mind so that I started imaging all the bad things could happen if I did this idea because I don't want to go over the problems again and end everything quietly..


SOOO,MY IDEA WAS..

To play a bad game on Khaled,Jude and Saleh
-abehum y7soun ena khalas ana estslamt ow I'm not *hahahaha*  *evil smile*
-abehum ythnoun ene I'm weak ow ma'agdar asawe shay ow I'm not *KAAAK*

This idea was amazing,it make me feel STRONG AND HAPPY!
So I decided not to tell anyone about my idea...

"It's so much easier to run than face all this pain here all alone."

Called Jude

Jude: entay mara thanya ya *****
Lolwa: jude help please ana ma3ende ghairech *Fake tears*
Jude: mu 3alay hal kalam *laughing*
Lolwa: My haters 9araw eb kel mukan bel school,bait ow bel shops:) *sad voice*
Jude: y3ne you need me?
Lolwa: eeh wayed wayed ogfay weyay jude*crying* *mu 9ij akeed* *kela tamtheel*
Jude: are you sure tabene ogaf weyach ba3ad kel ely saweta feech!!
Lolwa: eeh wallah I'm sure lana male ghairech eb hal denya,kelhum takhalaw!!
Jude: 7abeebte a7biiichhh *mwaah*
Lolwa: a7bech aktharrr!!! *7abetch elgarada,wai3*
Jude: shrayech n6l3?
Lolwa: ee sure,ta3alay baitna?
Jude: meta?
Lolwa: tomorrow if you can?
Jude: eeh okay!
Lolwa: okay bye 7abebte:*
Jude: bye love!


KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK,Jude 9arat khatam eb 9b3e ow enshouf el7een shnu by9eer!!!
Baje khaled ow saleh ow ra7 ajeeb ras'hum:*

CHAPTER 14

When Sarah blocked me,I was lost I didn't know what to do, I just need to wait and see what will happen.

I thought when I speak to my mum,I can feel better so I went to her room..
She was talking on the phone..

Her voice seems not well..


Shele ga3ed y9eer?

she ended the call.

Suddenly she started yelling for no reason..

I came inside.
Lolwa:Mama mama shfech?
Mama: please 6l3ay bara
Lolwa: mama mara7 a6l3 until you tell me whats wrong?
Mama : 3amtech ya lolwaaa,3andaha 9ara6an eb th'hrha *crying*
Lolwa: la mama la *tears falling continuously*

I went to my room without saying any word...
This time I felt broken,This time I can say '' I'm no longer living this tough life''

my aunty elghalya suffers from a disease called ''CANCER'' 
WTF?

I screamed,yelled and cried..but nothing happened
did my haters leave me alone? NOOO!!!
did my brother forgive me for what happened? NOOOO!!!
did my aunty became better and the cancer in her body is removed? NOOOOO!!!!


The problem is that  cancer spreads through the body..
People can die from cancer,just like my grandpa *rest in peace* *allah yr7mah*
So my aunty will know that she will die in days or years..That's really painful


-Life asked death,''why do people love me but hate you?
Death responded, '' because you are a beautiful lie and I'm a painful truth.."

CHAPTER 13

WhatsApp Refreshing..

Lolwa: Hello..
Sarah: I'm name is sarah,I'm 17 years old and I'm kuwaiti...I have been in the same story you are in and everybody was getting away from me day by day until I have no one by my side.
Lolwa: Awh;/, from where you got my number?
Sarah: well its from someone called Saleh,he wants me to get you in trouble so I accepted but truly I just can't do it so I just wanted to warn you that he might do something bigger than this.
Lolwa: WTH, what did I do..they just want to ruin my life

Sarah didn't reply and blocked me.

CHAPTER 12

woke up at 10:30
Skipped school..

Leena knocked the door. *my maid*

Lolwa: Mabe a7ad yele elrooom,get off!!
Leena: its your lunch,Ahmed told me to send it you up!
Lolwa: Leena go away and i don't want to eat *crying*
Leena: ok madam!

Now what should i do?
Keep it inside and have a fake smile on my face?


*knock knock knock*

ANA MU GELT MABE A7AD?SHTABOUUUUUNN!!!

Its me Ahmed..
Lolwa: shtabe,mu kafi ely saweta?
Ahmed: someone called ''Sarah wants to talk to you''
Lolwa: sarah?mnu sarah ma'a3ref wa7eda eb hal esm!!
Ahmed: shdarane ana,tabe etkalmech.. he entered and passed the phone with a furious look
Lolwa: enzain,yallah get out.
Ahmed: bes etkhal9een return your phone to me,I'm in my room.
Lolwa: UGHHHH,okay!

*he left*

Lolwa: alu?
Sarah: salam,I'm a friend that could help you in your tough days..I'm a friend that could help you go over these days..I'm a friend that understand your feelings,your honesty and your kindness!
Lolwa: I don't what to say *speechless*
Sarah: I would like to see you please,whatsApp me on my number ******** and I will answer your questions,bye.
Lolwa: U-mmm bye!


A friend that,that and that?
who is she?
is that a prank from any of my haters?
I don't think so because she seems very true with her words.