CHAPTER 28

I prepared the table for dinner,handed out the plates,forks and cups!!

We had a great dinner..I told him everything from A to Z and I told him that he's the only person that knows about the bad game I'm playing on Jude,khalid and Saleh..

He shared me my tears,sadness and my happiness..I love abdulaziz!!


Well I was happy for opening my heart to Abdulaziz and I was sad as well cause this is the last time I'm seeing him cause WE ARE GETTING READY FOR EXAMS!!

I went home..
It was 9:30pm

I went inside and said: salam!!
Ahmed and Mama replied: ow 3alekum elsalam..
Ahmed: ta3alay lolowa ow golele shnu sawetay?inshallah stanstay?

R7t 7ag Ahmed ow gtlah kel shay 9ar!!
9ert agolah kel shay lana ehwa elwa7eed ely ywasene ow ysa3dne!

Ahmed: Eem,3ayal ana baklem Abdulaziz ow agola khal yamsek rfeja!
Lolwa: bes A7mdou la tyeblah 6areei please..
Ahmed: Eeh akeed,maslmtay 3alay?WAINN MY HUG?bes khalas z3lt z3lt
chan ygom
I grabbed him hardly from his hands ow gtlah: A7bek ya a7la brother eb hal denya!
He blushed and said: ow ana ba3ad a7bech yal ghalya

ISN"T THAT CUTEEEE?

I went to my room,pushed my self to the bed wela..
Jude was calling me!!

I Answered: Hala?
Jude: wainch yal sakhefa ma ts2leen,ray7a elchalet weya your cousin ow matgolen?
I was like..HA?? hathe shloun t3ref ene kent bel chalet?la ow weya my cousin?someone was spying on me or what?
Lolwa: entay shdarach?
Jude: a3jbech mu?
Lolwa: la jad shdarach?
Jude: khaloud ow Saleh shafouch weya your cousin ames!
Lolwa: Emmm!!
Jude: elmuhem abeech tyen weyay Fridays
Lolwa: Jude tawne rada men elchalet t3bana
Jude: 3ashane please!!
Lolwa: okay okay-,-
Jude: el7een aye amrech;$
Lolwa: Eeem okay!
Jude: bye
Lolwa: bye

wai333,jad Jude hathe matnbl3..ely sawetah fene mu shwaya!
Bes mardha btyele,ow eldenya mara7 etkhaleeeha..btdour btdour ow y9eer feha methel ma9arle!

I changed my clothes on to training suit,,lana male khelg!!

Gelt 7ag Ahmed ene ray7a fa he insisted to come with me bes bdoun ma jude etla7eth..

He will follow us..

rkbt elsayara weya Jude..
Jude yalaha a phone call..

Jude: hala wallah eb khaloude,saw invite 7ag Saleh fast..
She turned it to speaker so that I can listen!
Khaled: hala uboy,yallah Saleh tkalam!
Saleh: Ha el B**** yamech?
Jude: eeh 7abebe,Sander lock the car!!
*Sander is Jude's driver*

Shele ga3ed y9eerr:(? I TEARED!!

CHAPTER 27

-This post is dedicated to my youngest and prettiest reader @LoveStoryBlog37


Nasser hadane ow dazne to the wall..

Nasser: na3am khair?shtabe?
Abdulaziz: tkalam 3adel ow gole lesh mask'ha chethe bn9 el'lail.
Nasser: Kaife khou abe atzawajha.
Abdulaziz: Nasser ent shfeek mu 9a7e?
Abdulaziz: Lolwa rou7ay namay!
Nasser: Lolwa ya weelch ent7rktay!

I stood without even saying a word..


Abdulaziz: Lolwa 6l3y ow malech sheghel feeh..
I was shivering a lot ow 6l3t..

Abdulaziz: Nasser ent shfek?Fee shay 9ayer weyak?
Nasser: mafene shay! *teared*
Abdulaziz: la la ryayel maybchoun 7abebe!!
Nasser: ana asf 3azouz bes...
Abdulaziz: 3ala shnu ya oukhoy,mala da3e!!
Nasser: ent mu fahem wallah:(
Abdulaziz: ana kane ga3d asm3,t7acha!
Nasser: ana a7eb Lolwa wayed ow abeeha abeeha 3azouz!

Abdulaziz was extremely shocked,well he was having a crush on Lolwa bes magalaha!

Nasser knocked Abdulaziz and said: shfek?wain sr7t!
Abdulaziz: UMM-eeh la kane!
Nasser: eeh 3azouz ana a7bha ow abeeha 7age brou7e ow jad ayen etha shft'ha ga3da t7achek aw et7ache ay 9bay ow t'th7k!
Abdulaziz: madre shagoulk ya khoui bes allah ywfgkum!
Nasser: tslam yal 3asheer:*
Abdulaziz: yallah ana bnam..tkfa khal el'film ely sawetah ykhale9*laughed*
Nasser: LOOL noum el3awafe,gn!

well Abdulaziz wasn't sleeping..he kept thinking about what Nasser said and he decided to tell Lolwa what does he feel about her..


The next morning..



Abdulaziz: elyuom bn7ader..
Nasser: eeh inshallah,wain lolwa?
Abdulaziz: madre!
Nasser: okay!


I locked the door since what happened yesterday and I swore I won't get out of the room ela lama eyee a7ad yakhthne aw arou7 elbait weya abdulaziz!!

I hateeee nasser!!!



*knock-knock*

wai3 mnu,I won't answer it might be Nasser behind the door..


Its me: Abdulaziz said


Abdulaziz??I jumped from my bed and unlocked the door..

Abdulaziz I said. *crying*
Abdulaziz: shfeech lolwa,lesh tabcheen!!?
Lolwa: men ely 9ar ames ya abdulaziz..shft eshsawa fene rfeejek ana shsawet ya3ne!!
Abdulaziz: eeh ana yay at2asaf,ow sam7ene ya Lolwa..
I cried more and more..without even feeling that I threw myself at him*hugged*


Well this is the last time I'll see Abdulaziz..
So I told him to try to take Nasser out of the house so that we can have a last day full with joy!


Well I was preparing dinner for the two of us..

Abdulaziz: shnu ga3da etsawen?
Lolwa: pink pasta
Abdulaziz: gharameeee pink pasta..

He dragged his finger on my sauce-__-

Abdulaziz inchallah ma t7e6 9b3k bel sauce shloun akel:)? *I said*
Abdulaziz: a9lan y7a9elch!! 3assal ya baba 3assal.
Lolwa: wa3ouh!


I prepared the table for dinner,handed out the plates,forks and cups!!

We had a great dinner..I told him everything from A to Z and I told him that he's the only person that knows about the bad game I'm playing on Jude,khalid and Saleh..

He shared me my tears,sadness and my happiness..I love abdulaziz!!

CHAPTER 26

6l3t elmarshmallow ow g3dt ak7!!

Abdulaziz: sorry Lolwa!!
magdart ared 3aleeh lana 9oute ra7 wana ak7!!

Abdulaziz came near to me ow hugged me,I just smiled!!

I took him to his room, ow re7t my room!!

It was 4:30 am..

I was sleeping wela shway ow asm3 9out someone's feet..

I thought maybe men elwind outside 3ashan chethe eldoor ytfat7 so that I continued sleeping..

wela shway chethe someone opened the light ow closed the door hardly..

Fazeet men elbed wala its was?














NASSERR!!

Well I was in a sudden shock,HOW COME HE ENTERS MY ROOM ON THIS TIME?

9oute kan 7ail khafef 3ashan ka7eet wayed..

Nasser shtsaweee hnee I said *coughing*
Nasser: Lolwa Abeech!!
Lolwa: Shfeek! t3ref elsa3a cham el7een?
Nasser: mayhmne,ana a7bech ow adre ench t7been 3azouz.
Lolwa: mn gal a7b Abdulaziz,la tg3ad et2alef kalam ow e6l3 bara!
Nasser mara7 a6l3!!

He came nearer..
Lolwa: Nasser,back off!!
Nasser: La *evil laugh*
Lolwa: tara wallah a9rekh!
Nasser: 9arkhay,mnu byih?Abdulaziz?ryola emjabsa ow ana 7a6 elkhshbten malouta eb my room!
Lolwa: enta lesh chethe!!
Nasser: Ana majnon eb 7ubech ya lolwa!!
Lolwa: jad jad mu9a7e!!

I SCREAMED,khft ysawe shay!!
6ab3an a9rekh ow ak7 just like a dog!



Nasser came running ow msak my mouth and said: Shfeech la t9rkheen,please!
Lolwa: take your hands off,la wallah el7een adg 3ala elshr6a!
Nasser: yuma khara3tene..

mskne men my hands ow khathane to Abdulaziz's room..

I SCREAMED A LOT BES MA7AD SMA3!!
y3ne why me!! lesh yarabe lesh!!

He opened the light wela Abdulaziz ygol: Heyw mnu fta7 el lights!

Nasser: Ana!! goum!!
Abdulaziz shal el'blanket men his face wala yshouf Nasser mask my hands hardly ow ana ga3da abche!

Abdulaziz: lesh mask'ha chethe ya 7ywann!!
Nasser: ent el7ywan,amsk'ha methel ma'abe..hathe 3umre 7ayate!
Abdulaziz: Nasser shfeek,ent shareb shay!! *confused*

Abdulaziz tried to get up wela y3are..bes w9al 7ag Nasser chan ygol: Hdha ow khalne atfaham weyak!
Nasser hadane ow dazne to the wall..

Nasser: na3am khair?shtabe?
Abdulaziz: tkalam 3adel ow gole lesh mask'ha chethe bn9 el'lail.
Nasser: Kaife khou abe atzawajha.
Abdulaziz: Nasser ent shfeek mu 9a7e?
Abdulaziz: Lolwa rou7ay namay!
Nasser: Lolwa ya weelch ent7rktay!

I stood without even saying a word..

CHAPTER 25

-This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @DalallJassem




After an hour..
we all gathered, Abdulaziz..Nasser..wahab and Noor
Wahab is Nasser's best friend..
Noor is Abdulaziz's cousin..

Abdulaziz called his driver..

Jeeb Pepper pickle,daqous bu deech, marshmallows ow some green skittles..

Raju: inshallah baba.


Lolwa: Abdulaziz lesh hal ashya2 ow e7na ga3deen nl3ab dares?
Abdulaziz: wait khal eyeb raju elthings agolkum el'Rules.
Noor: 3azouz shaklk nawe 3ala shay!
Nasser: eeh derbalkoum 3azouz mu hayen!!
Wahab: oh 3azouz shouf!!

Well Abdulaziz mashaf shnu ktbtlah bel jbs..

Abdulaziz: ashouf shnu?
Wahab: shouf eljbs malek!!
Abdulaziz shaf what was written wala ygol: mnu kateb chethe?
Nasser gave me a dirty look..
Abdulaziz: akeed ome aw Nasser..
Nasser: la mu ana*Angry*
Abdulaziz: akeed my mum. *kan yadre ena ana*

we9al Raju..

ga3dna as a circle ow 7a6eena elashya2 kelaha dakhel elcircle..

Abdulaziz: yallah Bagolkum elrules..
We all replied: Okay!!

Abdulaziz Rules:
-swear ena ma7ad ygol ba6l3 men elgame low bdaina..
-you have to do anything,Cause its a dare game..fa twq3aw ay shay!
-must be honest.


We all agreed to play the ''DARE GAME"

Abdulaziz spinned the water bottle and it was Nasser's turn..

Abdulaziz: I dare you to eat 10 pepper pickles at one time..
Nasser: Okay *laughing*

We all cheered Nasser: CHAKK CHAK CHAKK!


Nasser spinned the water bottle and it was Noor's turn..

Nasser: I dare you to drizzle your mouth with daqous bu deech*laughing* *a7 a7 I need water*
Noor: yal sakhef-____-

Noor had drizzled some and couldn't continue,so she's out of the game.


Ana brou7e 3ala 3 boys! *ALLAH YSTER*

Abdulaziz spinned the water bottle and it was my turn..

Abdulaziz: I dare you to eat two packets of green skittles..
I was like ITS EASYYY!!

I ate those two packets wela Abdulaziz whispered in my ear and said: ya 7elouha ow ehya takel..
I had the blushing face and continued the game..

well Nasser ow wahab has gone out of the game ow buga..

ana ow Abdulaziz,

Abdulaziz: no need to spin,I dare you ow you dare me..
Lolwa: okay abdulaziz,3ade one dare b3dain we ask questions cause ta3bt from the dares.
Abdulaziz: khalas okay!
Lolwa: I dare you to make funny faces for 1 min!!

Abdulaziz started to do those funny faces ow I laughed from the deep inside of me!!

Abdulaziz: 3ssa doum hal th7ka,so I dare you to eat 20 marshmallows.
Lolwa: ITS EASYYY!!!

I ate 10 b3dain..


Yait akel the other 10 marshmallows wela I choked ow my face 9ar REDD!!
Abdulaziz:Shfeech lolwaaa!!?
I couldn't speak,I just made some signs!!
Abdulaziz mskne ow thagha6 3ala ba6ne..

6l3t elmarshmallow ow g3dt ak7!!

Abdulaziz: sorry Lolwa!!
magdart ared 3aleeh lana 9oute ra7 wana ak7!!

Abdulaziz came near to me ow hugged me,I just smiled!!

I took him to his room, ow re7t my room!!

It was 4:30 am..

I was sleeping wela shway ow asm3 9out someone's feet..


*FREEZE YOUR BLOOD*

CHAPTER 24

-This post is dedicated to my beautiful readers who wanted Chap 24:*





got my headphones from my pocket,ow tmshait 3ala elba7ar..
shway wala ashouf Abdulaziz ow Nasser ga3den ytmashoun ow they are heading to my side...
I turned ow kamlt my way back to the Chalet..

Suddenly shft Abdulaziz yarkth towards me wala suddenly t3rchab ow 6a7 3ala wayha..

I was like AMBEEE!!!!


I screamed and said: Shfeek shfeek Abdulaziz..
Nasser relpied: mafeh ela elkhair..

rktht ow bis w9lt...

AHH-AYYY: Abdulaziz..
I was scared akhaf enkasrat his leg aw shay:(

Abdulaziz are you okay: I said*crying*
Nasser: lesh tabcheen mafeh ela el3afya!
Lolwa: la shoufah ga3ed y9arekh!!

Ana ow Nasser mskna Abdulaziz ow wadene to his room..

I called his mother ow gltlaha kel shay..

Nasser drove us to the nearest hospital..
sawoula ash3ah wela methel matwqa3t ena fee kasr eb his legs..


Hatha kela mene!!!!
Ana elsebab!!!

....... I cried a lot

jabsaw ryol Abdulaziz ow kan fee injures eb his face..
He was sleeping..

I wrote on his leg* salamat yal ghale*

I went to the Chalet ow Nasser is going to return Abdulaziz back..


Abdulaziz weya el3a9aya entered,Salam he said
I jumped from the couch and said: ow 3alekum elsalaaaaam,kha6ak elso brother..

Abdulaziz: mashkoura Lolwa ow I'm sorry!
Lolwa: lesh sorry,ana ely sorr..
Nasser interrupted our talk and said: yallah 3azouz lazem yrta7..
Lolwa: okay!

Next day..

I woke up at 9:30 am, cooked breakfast ow r7t awadeh 7ag Abdulaziz..

*Knock knock.*

Abdulaziz: tfathal..
Dashait ow maska el tray eb edee..
Lolwa: GOOD MORNING.
Abdulaziz: Good morning,oh oh Lolwa emsawyatle breakfast sh3aleeh*shy*
Lolwa: Eeeh afa 3aleek,3ashan your leg!
Abdulaziz yal khaysa bes 3ashan mu leg?y3ne etha mu mareeth makentay sawetele elbreakfast..
Lolwa: LOOOL eeh*laughing*
Abdulaziz took a pillow and throw it at me..
Lolwa: KAAAK hard luck ma7ashtne..

7a6ait eltray on the table ow khathait elpillow ow I throw it back to him wala et'housh his face..

AOUUh-OUSH: Abdulaziz said
I was so  scared so that I ran towards him ow I teared: shfekk!!
Abdulaziz shal his hands men his face wala ygol: KAAAK 9dtech
Lolwa: yal maleeeeeeq *boxed him on his hands*
Abdulaziz: tkhafen 3alay?
Lolwa: chub la,yallah ekel..
Abdulaziz: well ana bs anzel ra7 at7adach wayed!!
Lolwa: LOOL I HAVE NO FEAR FROM YOUR DARES!!
Abdulaziz: btshoufen!!
Lolwa: hahaha okay!

After an hour..
we all gathered, Abdulaziz..Nasser..wahab and Noor
Wahab is Nasser's best friend..
Noor is Abdulaziz's cousin..

Abdulaziz called his driver..

Jeeb Pepper pickle,daqous bu deech, marshmallows ow some green skittles..

Raju: inshallah baba.


Lolwa: Abdulaziz lesh hal ashya2 ow e7na ga3deen nl3ab dares?




TO BE CONTINUEDxx!
-comments and suggestions would make my day!!

CHAPTER 23

-This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @RawanAIL98
l3younkum I posted chap 23 today<3



It was 3:30 pm

Abdulaziz: hala hala,your training nar!
Lolwa: LOOL lat3aib:( *kent labsa training lona fsfore*
Abdulaziz: la wallah 7elou..
Lolwa: eeh 9dgt,when are we going?
Abdulaziz: el9aber zain,,n6ry shway..

ba3ad 10 mins yah a guy who made me gaze for couple of seconds..

A guy who was Stunning!!

Ambe 7assait eb e7sas 7ail ghaireb,Which I couldn't describe..

Salam he said
Lolwa: ow 3aleekum elsalam
Abdulaziz turned wala ygol: hala hala eb Nassar 7abebe..
Nasser: HALA WALLAH *jeeb khashmk jeeb*
Abdulaziz came nearer ow sawaw elkhashem thing *LOOL*

I was gazing on Nasser ow chan ychkne abdulaziz..

Abdulaziz: HEYY ENTAY!
Lolwa: HA HA!!! *I'm screamed*
Abdulaziz: way3a inshallah?
Lolwa: Sorry *gave him a weird look*
Abdulaziz: la t6al3ene chethe,shal nathrat? yallah rkbay elcar
Lolwa: kaife!!,Arkab ay car?
Abdulaziz: rkbay weya eldriver..
Lolwa: shagit my mouth ow glt: BROU7E?
Abdulaziz: la weya elkhadama,7aljech la y6eee7..
Lolwa: lesh mu weyakum*raised my eyebrows*
Abdulaziz: shnu weyana,rfeje ehwa ely bysoug!!
Lolwa: eeh 3ade,lesh ma'aye?
Abdulaziz: la makou,shfech agolch rfeje mawjod*Angry*
Lolwa: okay okay!!

rkbt elcar..

shfee 3a9ab bsr3a yuh-.-

w9lna elchalet..

Abdulaziz: lolwa,tara bng3ad 3days here so ekhthay ra7tech bel room..
Lolwa: 3days:o? okay!!

R7t elroom ow rtabt my things ow 6l3t..

got my headphones from my pocket,ow tmshait 3ala elba7ar..
shway wala ashouf Abdulaziz ow Nasser ga3den ytmashoun ow they are heading to my side...
I turned ow kamlt my way back to the Chalet..

Suddenly shft Abdulaziz yarkth towards me wala suddenly...

CHAPTER 22

Well I'm so sorry my lovely readers because I haven't been posting and I would like to tell you that I'll be only posting on weekends xx!!






Dashait the Line...

I was talking to fatima on bbm,then suddenly someone was knocking me from behind..

wai33 mnuuu elsakheef/sakheefa ely ynadene male khelg alef

so sawet nafse mu mentabha..

The Anonymous person kept knocking until..his/her knocks starting hurting me,,

I became angry:)
So I turned behind with a furious face ow agol: OUUF na3am!!

''La jet abtklm jdamek atblam''



The Anonymous person was ABDULAZIZ..

tn7t ow glt: Umm
Abdulaziz: Shlounch lolwaaaa!!
Lolwa: zainaaaa

Ambee shfene:O?tn7t ow ga3da at2t2;p? *ath7k mu*
HE's HOT,Friendly ow 7ail 6ayeeb!!
I'm not close to him or the other side of his family..

lolwa he waved..
Lolwa: HALLA
Abdulaziz: shfech sr7tay!
Lolwa: madre sorry.
Abdulaziz: shnu bt6lben?
Lolwa: ba6leb mango ow 7ag a7mdo mango too..
Abdulaziz: nice choice.

I thanked him ow I gave him my back..

I took my order ow ga3dt yam Ahmed.

Ahmed: mashkora.
Lolwa: el3afu,tadre mnu shft bel line? *Laughing*
Ahmed: mnu?
Lolwa: Abdulaziz weld 3amti ghadeer...
Ahmed: 9ij,shkhbare waina?

Abdulaziz came,3ashan yslm!!

Abdulaziz: Hala wallah eb a7mdo,waink ma ts2al..
Ahmed: Hala eb bu3azouuz,mawjod wallah...
Abdulaziz: 7abebe,shrayek tyon weyana Chalet? *Khairan*
Ahmed: wallah ana magdar 3ande shghel,bes ekhthaw Lolwa weyakum?
Abdulaziz: Eeh wallah fee banat yg3doun weyaha..

Ahmed gave me the look ma3nata I have to say yes-.-

Lolwa: eeh okay ra7 aye
Abdulaziz smiled and said: 7aych ya bent el3am:*
Lolwa: alla y7ayek,tslam.

yallah ana barou7 taboun shay? abdulaziz said..
Ahmed and I replied: Salamtek..

We went home,told my mum about meeting Abdulaziz and She said I have to take care of myself and enjoy!

My mum is CUTTE ISN'T SHE?


well let me describe for you Abdulaziz because he's HOTTT!!

Abdulaziz is a tall,16years old,Tanned,mjsm ow has a curly hair,Friendly,lovely ow 7ail 7ail 6ayeb ow ehwa eb mathabat my brother..

I packed and went to Abdulaziz's house..

It was 3:30 pm

Abdulaziz: hala hala,your training nar!
Lolwa: LOOL lat3aib:( *kent labsa training lona fsfore*
Abdulaziz: la wallah 7elou..
Lolwa: eeh 9dgt,when are we going?
Abdulaziz: el9aber zain,,n6ry shway..

ba3ad 10 mins yah a guy who made me gaze for couple of seconds..




*STAY TUNED*



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CHAPTER 21

يارب فرج على منتخبنا (الازرق) اليوم ولا تخيب امل و فرحة جماهير الكويت:*



Hello my lovely readers<3
I'm so sorry that I wasn't posting for 2days!!
So this is my last post for today,inshallah only in the weekends I'll posting for you guys:*
*Asfa 3al g9our*



9aida mu?I LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED..
Mum wasn't calling,bes I needed a break from the act so that I can LAUGHH AT THOSE CREATURES!

I slept without overthinking...

woke up, told Ahmed everything..

Ahmed: 6ala3tay mu hayna *KAAAAK*
Lolwa: afa 3aleek a7mdoo *laughing*
Ahmed: what's the next step?
Lolwa: well Jude is the next step..
Ahmed: shbtsaween?
Lolwa: ana abe asawe feha nafes elshay ely sawetah fene *tears*
Ahmed: enzain ya shagol la tabchen *hugged me*
Lolwa: inshallah..
Ahmed: yallah bwdech pinkberry.
Lolwa: ya mdalelneeee*shy*
Ahmed: yallah go upstairs ow lbsay!
Lolwa: inshallah..

HE TOTALLY UNDERSTANDS MEEE,I LOVEE HIM!!

went upstairs, I wore my red dress with a black jacket..
He drove me to Pinkberry..

Ahmed: ana bg3ad ow entay 6lbele..
Lolwa: shnu tabe?
Ahmed: flavour: mango,toppings: pineapple,strawberry and berries.
Ahmed: okay!

Dashait the Line...

I was talking to fatima on bbm,then suddenly someone was knocking me from behind..

wai33 mnuuu elsakheef/sakheefa ely ynadene male khelg alef

so sawet nafse mu mentabha..

The Anonymous person kept knocking until..his/her knocks starting hurting me,,

I became angry:)
So I turned behind with a furious face ow agol: OUUF na3am!!

''La jet abtklm jdamek atblam''

CHAPTER 20

-This post is dedicated to my glamorous reader @RawanAIL98




























Dst 3ala el'link wela lgait..

Name: Sarah alxxxx
Age: 16
Country: kuwait
Bio: ana esmi sarah bis tgdron etnadone lolwa aw lulu;$


who the hell is she?
ow esmha sarah bis ygdron ynadounha lolwa? *she's taking my place away* *y3ne khathat shkh9ete*
won't let this B****,go away!
It might be Jude or Khaled and Saleh!! *I can accept anything from them,they want to destroy me completely!

Kept searching on google,how to block a website..

el7amedallah after long time..I found a site on google that blocks websites.

*BLOCKED THE WEBSITE*
*DELETED NAWAF FROM BBM*
*CALLED KHALED AND SALEH*

invited them to the conversation...

as usual I was fake smiling,talking and laughing..
I was acting like this cause I don't want them to feel that there is something ruining my life right now..

So I ended up the call with random chat.
The day passed quickly..

I woke up..felt that today is my day to act on jude so I called her directly with fake crying voice

*AH-EH-AH* me;$
Jude: shfech lolwa*shocked*
Lolwa: et9adgen ya jude ena fee nas 7aqera la hal daraja ow they published my pin in a website and suddenly those creepy guys are adding me on bbm* fake crying*
Jude: *AM-UM* mnu hathole el7ywanat? *entay elbiggest 7ywana 3ala wajh elarth*
Lolwa: madre wallah,tell me what to doooo!!!?
Jude: wait,let me call Khaled ow Saleh..they might help! *call ya 7abebe call,call el39aba khal tktmel elstory,TFUU*
Lolwa: I'm waiting*still fake crying*

*Jude invited them to the chat ow galatlhum 3ala kel shay,3ala bona they didn't know ow chena mu ehma ely sawaw chethe*

Khaled: Lolwa mnu elkalbb/kalba ely sawat/sawa chethe!
Lolwa: still ya khalid magdart a3ref mnu,bes wallah tonight bro7 weya ukhoy elmakhfar.
Jude,Khaled and Saleh: screamed: MAKHFAR? sh7agaa!! la la e7na en7lha

entaw et7lonha ha? Caught you out LOSERS!!!
BEDAIT L3BTE WEYAHUM!!

Lolwa: well yes makhfr shfekum,,fee wa7da mnt7la shkh9ete?
Jude: wala yhmch,Khaled ow Saleh rjajel mu..ehma y7lonha

RJAJEL?HAHAHAY!!

Saleh: eeh Lolwa 7abebte,ana ow Khaled en7lha bes wa3ad mu tro7en makhfar lana mu zain bnya etrou7 makhfar ow y6l3 el7ache ow chethe *confused*
Lolwa: Eeem,eeh 9a7 kalamek,yalla bye now..mum is calling
They replied: Bye:*



9aida mu?I LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED..
Mum wasn't calling,bes I needed a break from the act so that I can LAUGHH AT THOSE CREATURES!

CHAPTER 19

-This post is dedicated to my beautiful reader @sjay7_

 

I ran towards her,
mama mama shfeech I said.
she didn't reply..
Mama please shele 9ayer golele*tears falling*

I'M AN UNLUCKY PERSON, far7te matktmel:)!!


I ran directly to my room,Texted Ahmed:

''Ahmed,ta3al bsr3a..mama ga3da bel arth ow ga3da tabche ow mu rathya tred 3alay''


After 10 minutes..

Ahmed arrived home,I went downstairs..

Ahmed:yuma shfech?
Mama didn't reply..

Ahmed called my father..
yuba shfeha ome? Ahmed said
Baba: 3amtek tewafat elyuom
Ahmed : ان لله وان اليه راجعون

Ahmed teared,so I went to him and said: shfek Ahmed,gole sh9ayer
Ahmed replied with a not clear voice: 3ametech tewafat ya Lolwa!!
Lolwa: La Ahmed,please don't say!! *I was speechless*


I didn't know what to do..
I just sat alone in the room with tears falling..
I cried a lot, but my tears won't do anything..it won't return my aunty back!

We went to the hospital, lana my mum exposed to a sudden shock so she have to stay there for 2 days,while we have to go to my aunt's funeral ..


days passed..

Mum went through insomnia at night but el7amedallah she's fine now..
I was locked in my room for many days because of my aunt's death,but now I'm okay!



my Phone rang..
its an ''UNKNOWN NUMBER''

kept ringing for 2 hours and I wasn't in the mood to answer..
So I fell asleep all the day long  and when I woke up

I check my phone

20 missed calls
7  Text messages
31 Bbm
6 mentions and 13 display messages on Twitter.

I was like ''WHAT THE HELL'' shyaboun hathoul;s?

there were so many numbers and people I didn't know ;s?

On bbm..

Nawaf Alxxx -friend req
Ahmed Alxxx-friend req
Salem Alxxx-friend req

and 8 more..

who are those guys and from where did they get my pin;/?

so i decided to add Nawaf Alxxx and ask him..
I accepted the req..

Nawaf: welcome:*
Lolwa: thanks,mnu?
Nawaf: el3afo,ma3ach Nawaf Alxxx
Lolwa: tsharafna,men wain khatheet my pin..
Nawaf: elsharaf le:*,men a website called *******************
Lolwa: a website? ana mu 7a6a my pin eb a website? *ha;s*
Nawaf: eeh wallah,check this link..
Lolwa: ok!

Dst 3ala el'link wela lgait..

CHAPTER 18

CONGRATULATIONS KUWAIT TEAMMMM<3



-This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @ShahadAlArbash<333












And suddenly he drizzled all the 7-up cane on one of the cars which are parked outside Khalid's car..

MY MOUTH OPENED LIKE A HUNGRY LION!!!
WTH my brother is doing.. *what the hell*


I got out of the car and said: yal maynon shtsawe,la yshoufek a7aad*shocked*
Ahmed: Everyday I'll come here at night ow I'll drizzle my revenge on those expensive cars *hahaha,evil smile*

I laughted a lot and this was the first time I laugh like that since my life was rough I didn't even smile..I just laughed directly

Ahmed: yallah sa3dene *KAAAAK*
Lolwa: afa 3alik,bayeb 2 canes ow arsh'hum mara wa7da *LOL*
Ahmed: eeh th7kay,cheer up ow 3thalech ymouton*SMILED*
Lolwa: Ahmed ILOVEYOUUUUU!!
Ahmed: ykhalele yach sister:* *blushing*


I WAS HYPER AND HAPPYYY!!!

we went to Saleh's house did the same thing...
went to the car, Ahmed turned on the radio*88.8*
My favourite song popped in..


''I know you want me
I made it obvious that I want you too
So put it on me
Let's remove the space between me and you
Now rock your body
Damn I like the way that you move
So give it to me
Cause I already know what you wanna do

Here's the situation
Been to every nation
Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do
You know my motivation
Given my reputation
Please excuse I don't mean to be rude

But tonight I'm loving you
Oh you know
That tonight I'm loving you
Oh you know
That tonight I'm loving you''
'''-Enrique Iglesias: Tonight(I'm Lovin you)'''

Ahmed drove me home ow ra7 eldewaneya..

Dashait el'bait with a BIG smile on my face..

I heard someone was screaming and crying,so I wanted to know what was going on so I entered el9ala wela alga my mother on the ground..

I ran towards her,
mama mama shfeech I said.
she didn't reply..
Mama please shele 9ayer golele*tears falling*

I'M AN UNLUCKY PERSON, far7te matktmel:)!!

To be continued...

 

CHAPTER 17

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY BEAUTIFUL READER @SHmeze3el




Well The person who was behind the door and who had spied at me while I was talking to Saleh and Khalid.....

'' MYYYY BROTHERRRRR'''
ana entaheet:)

he entered to my room with a furious emotion on his face..
*Allah yster* I said
Ahmed: ENTAY BT'THAY3EEN SM3TNAA OW SHARAFNAA!!! *he yelled*
Lolwa: wallah wallah ahmed enta fahem ghala6,khalne afhmk *frightened voice*
Ahmed: SHNUUU ETFAHMENE YA LOLWA,SM3T KELSHAYYY!!
r7et 7ag Ahmed with my phone on my hand while I was shivering hardly..
Lolwa: basm3ek shay ow abe matgole shay ghair lama tsma3 el vn kela *voicenote*
I turned on the voice note of jude when she was threatening me..
Ahmed sm3 kel elvn ow gal : lesh shtabe mench hathe ow shyabon hathoule menech?
Lolwa: Ahmed la2ane ma3ende ghairek ysa3dne ow ygole shsawe fa bagoulk kel shay bes esm3 elsalfa kelaha ow b3dain zfne saw ely tabee.. *crying*
Ahmed: ok,t7achay!
Lolwa: I told him everything from A to Z and also the bad game I'll do to them..
Ahmed: 7abebti lolwa *sad face*
Lolwa: Ahmed wallah el3athem ene 7ail mt7sfa ene 7abet ow kalmt..
Ahmed: Everyone do mistakes ow el7amedallah t3lmtay men ghal6tech:* *he hugged me so tight*

What a great brother:(
Silently I hugged him too..

Ahmed: sm3ay shrayech etgolen lee wain bait Khalid ow Saleh..
Lolwa: LESH WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? *shocked*
Ahmed: get dressed ow 3a6ene 3nwanhum ow let's go to the co-op.
Lolwa: Lessshhh!!
Ahmed: bsr3a na6rech!

I got dressed without even thinking to put makeup on ,lana jad jad male khelg!!

Ahmed was downstairs: LOLWA YALA ANA BEL CAR *he screamed*
Coming coming I said..

He drove me to the Co-op without saying a word..

Ahmed: nzlay!
Lolwa: okay:(
Ahmed went in and I followed him.
Ahmed: ta3aly sa3dene bakheth 2 boxes of small canes of 7-up.
Lolwa: 7ag shnu 7-up enta mat7eba..
ga6 3alay elbox ow ra7 to the cashier..

we went to the car with two boxes of small canes of 7-up which Ahmed doesn't drink *weird*
Ahmed: 3a6ene the Address..
Lolwa:  okay
Ahmed: tabeen enrou7 bait mnu elawal?
Lolwa: madre *gave him a dirty look*
Ahmed: la 6al3ene chethe ow khal9ene
Lolwa: bait Khalid:),Happy?
Ahmed: eeh!!

We went to Khalid's house,Ahmed 6ala3 bara elcar ow khatha men elcar one cane of 7-up and suddenlyy he..........................


STAY TUNED:*

CHAPTER 16

The day after,Jude came..

We had a good day,while I was fakely smilling

So I decided to call Saleh and khaled,I had to call them in a conversation of three..

Khaled: Alu?
Saleh: Alu?
Lolwa: Hala
Khaled ow Saleh: Mnu?
Lolwa: ana lolwa,please mu etsdounah..bagoul shay ow b3dain sawaw ely tabounah.
Khaled: khal9ay,golay shatben
Saleh: eeh yallah waray gym!!
Lolwa: Ana 7ail asfa ena I didn't appreciate you guys ow dageet 3ala Jude ow t2sft laha,lana ma7ad wgf weyay..7atan my haters are getting more and more everyday and everywhere..so please forgive me
Khaled: ow lesh el7een yaya etgolen hal kalam?
Lolwa: lana I felt lonely ow khalas ma3ende shay akh9era fa wede enred 9adaqatna
Saleh: ow shel ma6loub men hal salfa kelaha?
Lolwa: ena enkoun friends 3al aqal lane khsrt kelshay!
Khaled and Saleh had a moment of silent ...
Lolwa: shgltaw*tears*
Khaled: ok,khanshouf bes!
Lolwa: thanks a lot!! and you Saleh?
Saleh: okay!!
Lolwa: thanks guys,see you soon!!! *BIG SMILE* *a fake one for sure*

someone was hearing everything,someone was spying on me while I was talking to Khaled and Saleh..


-guess who was spying on me?answer me on http://ask.fm/feelingspeaks

CHAPTER 15

Now I can't speak to my mum because '' ely feeha emkafeeha''

In this situation,I went to my room and started thinking what should I do..

”im gonna make this
i will survive this”

An idea came into my mind so that I started imaging all the bad things could happen if I did this idea because I don't want to go over the problems again and end everything quietly..


SOOO,MY IDEA WAS..

To play a bad game on Khaled,Jude and Saleh
-abehum y7soun ena khalas ana estslamt ow I'm not *hahahaha*  *evil smile*
-abehum ythnoun ene I'm weak ow ma'agdar asawe shay ow I'm not *KAAAK*

This idea was amazing,it make me feel STRONG AND HAPPY!
So I decided not to tell anyone about my idea...

"It's so much easier to run than face all this pain here all alone."

Called Jude

Jude: entay mara thanya ya *****
Lolwa: jude help please ana ma3ende ghairech *Fake tears*
Jude: mu 3alay hal kalam *laughing*
Lolwa: My haters 9araw eb kel mukan bel school,bait ow bel shops:) *sad voice*
Jude: y3ne you need me?
Lolwa: eeh wayed wayed ogfay weyay jude*crying* *mu 9ij akeed* *kela tamtheel*
Jude: are you sure tabene ogaf weyach ba3ad kel ely saweta feech!!
Lolwa: eeh wallah I'm sure lana male ghairech eb hal denya,kelhum takhalaw!!
Jude: 7abeebte a7biiichhh *mwaah*
Lolwa: a7bech aktharrr!!! *7abetch elgarada,wai3*
Jude: shrayech n6l3?
Lolwa: ee sure,ta3alay baitna?
Jude: meta?
Lolwa: tomorrow if you can?
Jude: eeh okay!
Lolwa: okay bye 7abebte:*
Jude: bye love!


KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK,Jude 9arat khatam eb 9b3e ow enshouf el7een shnu by9eer!!!
Baje khaled ow saleh ow ra7 ajeeb ras'hum:*

CHAPTER 14

When Sarah blocked me,I was lost I didn't know what to do, I just need to wait and see what will happen.

I thought when I speak to my mum,I can feel better so I went to her room..
She was talking on the phone..

Her voice seems not well..


Shele ga3ed y9eer?

she ended the call.

Suddenly she started yelling for no reason..

I came inside.
Lolwa:Mama mama shfech?
Mama: please 6l3ay bara
Lolwa: mama mara7 a6l3 until you tell me whats wrong?
Mama : 3amtech ya lolwaaa,3andaha 9ara6an eb th'hrha *crying*
Lolwa: la mama la *tears falling continuously*

I went to my room without saying any word...
This time I felt broken,This time I can say '' I'm no longer living this tough life''

my aunty elghalya suffers from a disease called ''CANCER'' 
WTF?

I screamed,yelled and cried..but nothing happened
did my haters leave me alone? NOOO!!!
did my brother forgive me for what happened? NOOOO!!!
did my aunty became better and the cancer in her body is removed? NOOOOO!!!!


The problem is that  cancer spreads through the body..
People can die from cancer,just like my grandpa *rest in peace* *allah yr7mah*
So my aunty will know that she will die in days or years..That's really painful


-Life asked death,''why do people love me but hate you?
Death responded, '' because you are a beautiful lie and I'm a painful truth.."

CHAPTER 13

WhatsApp Refreshing..

Lolwa: Hello..
Sarah: I'm name is sarah,I'm 17 years old and I'm kuwaiti...I have been in the same story you are in and everybody was getting away from me day by day until I have no one by my side.
Lolwa: Awh;/, from where you got my number?
Sarah: well its from someone called Saleh,he wants me to get you in trouble so I accepted but truly I just can't do it so I just wanted to warn you that he might do something bigger than this.
Lolwa: WTH, what did I do..they just want to ruin my life

Sarah didn't reply and blocked me.

CHAPTER 12

woke up at 10:30
Skipped school..

Leena knocked the door. *my maid*

Lolwa: Mabe a7ad yele elrooom,get off!!
Leena: its your lunch,Ahmed told me to send it you up!
Lolwa: Leena go away and i don't want to eat *crying*
Leena: ok madam!

Now what should i do?
Keep it inside and have a fake smile on my face?


*knock knock knock*

ANA MU GELT MABE A7AD?SHTABOUUUUUNN!!!

Its me Ahmed..
Lolwa: shtabe,mu kafi ely saweta?
Ahmed: someone called ''Sarah wants to talk to you''
Lolwa: sarah?mnu sarah ma'a3ref wa7eda eb hal esm!!
Ahmed: shdarane ana,tabe etkalmech.. he entered and passed the phone with a furious look
Lolwa: enzain,yallah get out.
Ahmed: bes etkhal9een return your phone to me,I'm in my room.
Lolwa: UGHHHH,okay!

*he left*

Lolwa: alu?
Sarah: salam,I'm a friend that could help you in your tough days..I'm a friend that could help you go over these days..I'm a friend that understand your feelings,your honesty and your kindness!
Lolwa: I don't what to say *speechless*
Sarah: I would like to see you please,whatsApp me on my number ******** and I will answer your questions,bye.
Lolwa: U-mmm bye!


A friend that,that and that?
who is she?
is that a prank from any of my haters?
I don't think so because she seems very true with her words.