CHAPTER 18

CONGRATULATIONS KUWAIT TEAMMMM<3



-This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @ShahadAlArbash<333












And suddenly he drizzled all the 7-up cane on one of the cars which are parked outside Khalid's car..

MY MOUTH OPENED LIKE A HUNGRY LION!!!
WTH my brother is doing.. *what the hell*


I got out of the car and said: yal maynon shtsawe,la yshoufek a7aad*shocked*
Ahmed: Everyday I'll come here at night ow I'll drizzle my revenge on those expensive cars *hahaha,evil smile*

I laughted a lot and this was the first time I laugh like that since my life was rough I didn't even smile..I just laughed directly

Ahmed: yallah sa3dene *KAAAAK*
Lolwa: afa 3alik,bayeb 2 canes ow arsh'hum mara wa7da *LOL*
Ahmed: eeh th7kay,cheer up ow 3thalech ymouton*SMILED*
Lolwa: Ahmed ILOVEYOUUUUU!!
Ahmed: ykhalele yach sister:* *blushing*


I WAS HYPER AND HAPPYYY!!!

we went to Saleh's house did the same thing...
went to the car, Ahmed turned on the radio*88.8*
My favourite song popped in..


''I know you want me
I made it obvious that I want you too
So put it on me
Let's remove the space between me and you
Now rock your body
Damn I like the way that you move
So give it to me
Cause I already know what you wanna do

Here's the situation
Been to every nation
Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do
You know my motivation
Given my reputation
Please excuse I don't mean to be rude

But tonight I'm loving you
Oh you know
That tonight I'm loving you
Oh you know
That tonight I'm loving you''
'''-Enrique Iglesias: Tonight(I'm Lovin you)'''

Ahmed drove me home ow ra7 eldewaneya..

Dashait el'bait with a BIG smile on my face..

I heard someone was screaming and crying,so I wanted to know what was going on so I entered el9ala wela alga my mother on the ground..

I ran towards her,
mama mama shfeech I said.
she didn't reply..
Mama please shele 9ayer golele*tears falling*

I'M AN UNLUCKY PERSON, far7te matktmel:)!!

To be continued...

 

CHAPTER 17

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY BEAUTIFUL READER @SHmeze3el




Well The person who was behind the door and who had spied at me while I was talking to Saleh and Khalid.....

'' MYYYY BROTHERRRRR'''
ana entaheet:)

he entered to my room with a furious emotion on his face..
*Allah yster* I said
Ahmed: ENTAY BT'THAY3EEN SM3TNAA OW SHARAFNAA!!! *he yelled*
Lolwa: wallah wallah ahmed enta fahem ghala6,khalne afhmk *frightened voice*
Ahmed: SHNUUU ETFAHMENE YA LOLWA,SM3T KELSHAYYY!!
r7et 7ag Ahmed with my phone on my hand while I was shivering hardly..
Lolwa: basm3ek shay ow abe matgole shay ghair lama tsma3 el vn kela *voicenote*
I turned on the voice note of jude when she was threatening me..
Ahmed sm3 kel elvn ow gal : lesh shtabe mench hathe ow shyabon hathoule menech?
Lolwa: Ahmed la2ane ma3ende ghairek ysa3dne ow ygole shsawe fa bagoulk kel shay bes esm3 elsalfa kelaha ow b3dain zfne saw ely tabee.. *crying*
Ahmed: ok,t7achay!
Lolwa: I told him everything from A to Z and also the bad game I'll do to them..
Ahmed: 7abebti lolwa *sad face*
Lolwa: Ahmed wallah el3athem ene 7ail mt7sfa ene 7abet ow kalmt..
Ahmed: Everyone do mistakes ow el7amedallah t3lmtay men ghal6tech:* *he hugged me so tight*

What a great brother:(
Silently I hugged him too..

Ahmed: sm3ay shrayech etgolen lee wain bait Khalid ow Saleh..
Lolwa: LESH WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? *shocked*
Ahmed: get dressed ow 3a6ene 3nwanhum ow let's go to the co-op.
Lolwa: Lessshhh!!
Ahmed: bsr3a na6rech!

I got dressed without even thinking to put makeup on ,lana jad jad male khelg!!

Ahmed was downstairs: LOLWA YALA ANA BEL CAR *he screamed*
Coming coming I said..

He drove me to the Co-op without saying a word..

Ahmed: nzlay!
Lolwa: okay:(
Ahmed went in and I followed him.
Ahmed: ta3aly sa3dene bakheth 2 boxes of small canes of 7-up.
Lolwa: 7ag shnu 7-up enta mat7eba..
ga6 3alay elbox ow ra7 to the cashier..

we went to the car with two boxes of small canes of 7-up which Ahmed doesn't drink *weird*
Ahmed: 3a6ene the Address..
Lolwa:  okay
Ahmed: tabeen enrou7 bait mnu elawal?
Lolwa: madre *gave him a dirty look*
Ahmed: la 6al3ene chethe ow khal9ene
Lolwa: bait Khalid:),Happy?
Ahmed: eeh!!

We went to Khalid's house,Ahmed 6ala3 bara elcar ow khatha men elcar one cane of 7-up and suddenlyy he..........................


STAY TUNED:*

CHAPTER 16

The day after,Jude came..

We had a good day,while I was fakely smilling

So I decided to call Saleh and khaled,I had to call them in a conversation of three..

Khaled: Alu?
Saleh: Alu?
Lolwa: Hala
Khaled ow Saleh: Mnu?
Lolwa: ana lolwa,please mu etsdounah..bagoul shay ow b3dain sawaw ely tabounah.
Khaled: khal9ay,golay shatben
Saleh: eeh yallah waray gym!!
Lolwa: Ana 7ail asfa ena I didn't appreciate you guys ow dageet 3ala Jude ow t2sft laha,lana ma7ad wgf weyay..7atan my haters are getting more and more everyday and everywhere..so please forgive me
Khaled: ow lesh el7een yaya etgolen hal kalam?
Lolwa: lana I felt lonely ow khalas ma3ende shay akh9era fa wede enred 9adaqatna
Saleh: ow shel ma6loub men hal salfa kelaha?
Lolwa: ena enkoun friends 3al aqal lane khsrt kelshay!
Khaled and Saleh had a moment of silent ...
Lolwa: shgltaw*tears*
Khaled: ok,khanshouf bes!
Lolwa: thanks a lot!! and you Saleh?
Saleh: okay!!
Lolwa: thanks guys,see you soon!!! *BIG SMILE* *a fake one for sure*

someone was hearing everything,someone was spying on me while I was talking to Khaled and Saleh..


-guess who was spying on me?answer me on http://ask.fm/feelingspeaks

CHAPTER 15

Now I can't speak to my mum because '' ely feeha emkafeeha''

In this situation,I went to my room and started thinking what should I do..

”im gonna make this
i will survive this”

An idea came into my mind so that I started imaging all the bad things could happen if I did this idea because I don't want to go over the problems again and end everything quietly..


SOOO,MY IDEA WAS..

To play a bad game on Khaled,Jude and Saleh
-abehum y7soun ena khalas ana estslamt ow I'm not *hahahaha*  *evil smile*
-abehum ythnoun ene I'm weak ow ma'agdar asawe shay ow I'm not *KAAAK*

This idea was amazing,it make me feel STRONG AND HAPPY!
So I decided not to tell anyone about my idea...

"It's so much easier to run than face all this pain here all alone."

Called Jude

Jude: entay mara thanya ya *****
Lolwa: jude help please ana ma3ende ghairech *Fake tears*
Jude: mu 3alay hal kalam *laughing*
Lolwa: My haters 9araw eb kel mukan bel school,bait ow bel shops:) *sad voice*
Jude: y3ne you need me?
Lolwa: eeh wayed wayed ogfay weyay jude*crying* *mu 9ij akeed* *kela tamtheel*
Jude: are you sure tabene ogaf weyach ba3ad kel ely saweta feech!!
Lolwa: eeh wallah I'm sure lana male ghairech eb hal denya,kelhum takhalaw!!
Jude: 7abeebte a7biiichhh *mwaah*
Lolwa: a7bech aktharrr!!! *7abetch elgarada,wai3*
Jude: shrayech n6l3?
Lolwa: ee sure,ta3alay baitna?
Jude: meta?
Lolwa: tomorrow if you can?
Jude: eeh okay!
Lolwa: okay bye 7abebte:*
Jude: bye love!


KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK,Jude 9arat khatam eb 9b3e ow enshouf el7een shnu by9eer!!!
Baje khaled ow saleh ow ra7 ajeeb ras'hum:*

CHAPTER 14

When Sarah blocked me,I was lost I didn't know what to do, I just need to wait and see what will happen.

I thought when I speak to my mum,I can feel better so I went to her room..
She was talking on the phone..

Her voice seems not well..


Shele ga3ed y9eer?

she ended the call.

Suddenly she started yelling for no reason..

I came inside.
Lolwa:Mama mama shfech?
Mama: please 6l3ay bara
Lolwa: mama mara7 a6l3 until you tell me whats wrong?
Mama : 3amtech ya lolwaaa,3andaha 9ara6an eb th'hrha *crying*
Lolwa: la mama la *tears falling continuously*

I went to my room without saying any word...
This time I felt broken,This time I can say '' I'm no longer living this tough life''

my aunty elghalya suffers from a disease called ''CANCER'' 
WTF?

I screamed,yelled and cried..but nothing happened
did my haters leave me alone? NOOO!!!
did my brother forgive me for what happened? NOOOO!!!
did my aunty became better and the cancer in her body is removed? NOOOOO!!!!


The problem is that  cancer spreads through the body..
People can die from cancer,just like my grandpa *rest in peace* *allah yr7mah*
So my aunty will know that she will die in days or years..That's really painful


-Life asked death,''why do people love me but hate you?
Death responded, '' because you are a beautiful lie and I'm a painful truth.."

CHAPTER 13

WhatsApp Refreshing..

Lolwa: Hello..
Sarah: I'm name is sarah,I'm 17 years old and I'm kuwaiti...I have been in the same story you are in and everybody was getting away from me day by day until I have no one by my side.
Lolwa: Awh;/, from where you got my number?
Sarah: well its from someone called Saleh,he wants me to get you in trouble so I accepted but truly I just can't do it so I just wanted to warn you that he might do something bigger than this.
Lolwa: WTH, what did I do..they just want to ruin my life

Sarah didn't reply and blocked me.

CHAPTER 12

woke up at 10:30
Skipped school..

Leena knocked the door. *my maid*

Lolwa: Mabe a7ad yele elrooom,get off!!
Leena: its your lunch,Ahmed told me to send it you up!
Lolwa: Leena go away and i don't want to eat *crying*
Leena: ok madam!

Now what should i do?
Keep it inside and have a fake smile on my face?


*knock knock knock*

ANA MU GELT MABE A7AD?SHTABOUUUUUNN!!!

Its me Ahmed..
Lolwa: shtabe,mu kafi ely saweta?
Ahmed: someone called ''Sarah wants to talk to you''
Lolwa: sarah?mnu sarah ma'a3ref wa7eda eb hal esm!!
Ahmed: shdarane ana,tabe etkalmech.. he entered and passed the phone with a furious look
Lolwa: enzain,yallah get out.
Ahmed: bes etkhal9een return your phone to me,I'm in my room.
Lolwa: UGHHHH,okay!

*he left*

Lolwa: alu?
Sarah: salam,I'm a friend that could help you in your tough days..I'm a friend that could help you go over these days..I'm a friend that understand your feelings,your honesty and your kindness!
Lolwa: I don't what to say *speechless*
Sarah: I would like to see you please,whatsApp me on my number ******** and I will answer your questions,bye.
Lolwa: U-mmm bye!


A friend that,that and that?
who is she?
is that a prank from any of my haters?
I don't think so because she seems very true with her words.